I mourn the life I could’ve had

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If I wasn’t a blind cel, if my eyes were aligned straight, and if I had even a decent jaw, I would’ve been fine honestly. I think I even could’ve overcome my autism if I just wasn’t so damn unfortunate looking. Instead I grew up a hermit and never got the chance for any meaningful opportunity to practice. Deprived of growth because of the way my DNA arranged itself. I grieve the life that was taken away from me by the chaos we call nature. I’ve gotten close to the feeling of what it is to be a normal human, but could never stay there because of my appearance. I hate that we live in a world where your appearance is supposed to be a summary of you. Now all I can think about is doing everything humanly possible to look good to the world. I just want to not be the butt of the joke one day, i just want to be something instead of nothing, I just want to be my own man one day. I want something nobody can take away from me ever again.
 
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