I need genuine advice. Why is my mental health so fucke

[Reformed]

I have it all.

Yet I can’t sit in my room peacefully and do something I liked from the past. Like now I have complete free time, and for no reason I’m overthinking some bs and not enjoying my time.

I’m not depressed, anxious or anything like that.

I just can’t do my childhood hobbies anymore like play on my Nintendo cus my brain is gonna be telling me “I could be making money rn” or “I could be socializing rn”.

Fr it’s so brutal. And it’s making me think it’ll never stop. Like I’m genetically determined to scare myself like this so I work towards something 24/7.

I think only weed rn would make me chill out.

 

[jeremyy]

Anhedonia?

 

[Reformed]

Anhedonia?

Nah. I just want to do more and I can’t enjoy the moment. Like why tf am I thinking about tomorrow and not just sitting down rn and doing something I liked

 

[Pento]

I have it all.

Yet I can’t sit in my room peacefully and do something I liked from the past. Like now I have complete free time, and for no reason I’m overthinking some bs and not enjoying my time.

I’m not depressed, anxious or anything like that.

I just can’t do my childhood hobbies anymore like play on my Nintendo cus my brain is gonna be telling me “I could be making money rn” or “I could be socializing rn”.

Fr it’s so brutal. And it’s making me think it’ll never stop. Like I’m genetically determined to scare myself like this so I work towards something 24/7.

I think only weed rn would make me chill out.

Over bud. Look into yourself, give it a few years and you’ll realize things about yourself. Also smoke a joint to relax.