weallgonnamakeittt
we all gonna die, might aswell die pretty
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Currently sitting at 148 pounds, 11-12 percent bf with almost none muscle mass, i want to bulk but i am also scared of water retention, fat gain etc, the past month and a half I've been in a 1000 calorie deficit, this week/last week i would eat a little bit more calories, this would either get me at matience, or a smaller deficit, next day ill wake up, hate the way i look, feel disgusted etc, even tho the previous day i walked 13k steps 30 minutes of cardio etc, my biggest worry is putting on fat and bloating, if anyone could give me some advice or information that could help me that'd be greatly appreciated