9diz
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for background, i’m a 16 year old 5’11 hmtn with a lhtn side profile rated by some people on this forum and sometimes rated hmtn and mtn but sub categories don’t even exist so void my own stupidity, i also have a girlfriend unfortunately im not a incel
i was just about 20 minutes ago asked to go up to the board to answer a question, it was a long economics question, as i do A levels in the uk ( year 12 sixth form ) and it was quite easy, but as soon as my name was called i got extremely anxious and my hands were shaking and this happens every time im called up and i end up messing up the question but the teacher never gets mad i just feel like i get babied and the question gets explained to me like im a kid and it feels ridiculous as if im being put down and what makes it even worse is that this black normie hoodlum said “this guys on that looksmaxxin ting, i see the hunter eyes”
it actually even increased my anxiety levels and made it even worse, a couple days ago i also was asked if i am a “mogger” by another actual grey, even though i am a grey myself, i still have extensive knowledge far more fathomable than these tiktok knowledge people
i’ve always had trouble socialising too, i was basically a boneless ltn before, and some or a few girls were into me which is extremely confusing, maybe i’m just making it seem worse than it is, but it heavily affected all my relationships and i don’t have any real friends as i was always switching friend groups , the only person i can spill out to how i feel is my girlfriend but i don’t do it often as it shows weakness
i don’t know what i should take. definitely not ashwaganda, please don’t recommend that
i’m also on 8ius of hgh ed
TLDR : I NEED SOMETHING FOR MY ANXIETY LEVELS ( not ashwaganda)
i was just about 20 minutes ago asked to go up to the board to answer a question, it was a long economics question, as i do A levels in the uk ( year 12 sixth form ) and it was quite easy, but as soon as my name was called i got extremely anxious and my hands were shaking and this happens every time im called up and i end up messing up the question but the teacher never gets mad i just feel like i get babied and the question gets explained to me like im a kid and it feels ridiculous as if im being put down and what makes it even worse is that this black normie hoodlum said “this guys on that looksmaxxin ting, i see the hunter eyes”
it actually even increased my anxiety levels and made it even worse, a couple days ago i also was asked if i am a “mogger” by another actual grey, even though i am a grey myself, i still have extensive knowledge far more fathomable than these tiktok knowledge people
i’ve always had trouble socialising too, i was basically a boneless ltn before, and some or a few girls were into me which is extremely confusing, maybe i’m just making it seem worse than it is, but it heavily affected all my relationships and i don’t have any real friends as i was always switching friend groups , the only person i can spill out to how i feel is my girlfriend but i don’t do it often as it shows weakness
i don’t know what i should take. definitely not ashwaganda, please don’t recommend that
i’m also on 8ius of hgh ed
TLDR : I NEED SOMETHING FOR MY ANXIETY LEVELS ( not ashwaganda)