i need help

[truejestergoon]

i'm cooked, since i have ADHD i get these random confidence boosts other than that i can't hold a conversation for dear life, it's like i have social anxiety (i don't... i hope). but this isn't what this post is about, i don't care if u guys press me for this but im a gooner (like almost every other teenage manlet), i do it everyday, sometimes 4 times a day. i keep thinking i have self control but i keep finding myself slipping away into the lustful hole i've been stuck in since may 2022. I use polybuzz (sub 5 activity) and X mainly). I just want help or motivation to stop beating. im hyper sexual and i hate it, i was born with a maxed out libido. it genuinely fucking sucks, between the couple friends i have, i'm the bottom of the barrel, i can just tell my test levels are super below average but idk. i just want to stop this forever, the only time i want to have an orgasm is when i'm getting intimate with a girl and not my right hand. the hyper sexual acts have genuinely been chewing into my personal life and relationships since about 2024. if i could go back in time i would smash the ipad of which i first looked up "boobs" on.


just the first ND rant from me, expect more