Hassanthegreat
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Throughout my life the only thing I've ever craved was love. An emotional connection with a woman would literally change my world. I discussed in my last thread how a girl approached me and asked for my snap for the first time in my entire 18 years of existence. She flirted with me at my work place. She went to the same school as me and she was also the same age as me but a grade lower. She said "don't forget me" before leaving. She initiated texting me and acted all nice/flirty to me. I literally opened up to her about all my feelings and she opened up to me about hers, we discussed life and were into the same stuff. She was almost perfect. Than she hits me with the worst sentence I've seen in my entire life. "I think you're chill but.... I don't want you getting the wrong idea" than she proceeds to say how she's too mentally unstable to have a real relationship and how she's sorry about it. Sorry?! For the first time in my life I thought someone loved me and cared for me. Fuck sex, I couldn't care less about it. I just wanted someone to say they fucking love me for once in my life. Nobody in my family can relate to me, they're a bunch of religious copecels that isolated me from hanging out with other kids during my childhood, which fucked my ability to have long term connections. I literally can't discuss anything emotional like this with my family because they'll see "that's why you should pray more" or "stop being so emotional ". I can't fucking take It anymore. No matter how much better I look, how much I improve my verbal skills, or how much extra money I make it seems like I can't find true love. I guess true love is a fucking joke in this modern world. I still have some hope that I might be blessed with someone who loves me but that seems like a far fetched reality. I told my best friend about what I was feeling and I teared up mid conversation. I've never felt this emotional in my entire life. It's like all of the sudden I'm self aware about how lonely I am. I cried yesterday night and this night, which is insane because before that I hadn't cried in over 8 years. I feel like my sanity is being held by a small string. I wish someone would just love me.
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