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SerpentVenom25

SerpentVenom25

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I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
 

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you have to be fucking kidding me your not leaving your house bro?
you do not look bad bro you don’t look like htn or chad bro you look very average your good bro
 
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mb bro
 
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those eyes are brutal wtf

also how do you not go outside? wtf
 
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You look average, possibly over average if you fix your skin with accutane :think:
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
I Think you should hit the gym hard, get lean, grow your eyelashes out like crazy, try to get rid of the acne, try and thicken your eyebrows, and maybe get a little tan
 
you have to be fucking kidding me your not leaving your house bro?
you do not look bad bro you don’t look like htn or chad bro you look very average your good bro
I’m serious, man. I haven’t left since junior year of high school. My skull is so narrow, my ipd is squished together, and the lower face droops down. I mean it when I say I’m disgusted with the way I look and that I feel deformed. I haven’t allowed myself to make friends, find love, spend time with my family, or enjoy anything like going outside or being around people or taking pictures because I think I look grotesque. It’s painful to feel this way and I’m desperate to do anything at all to make it stop.
 
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I’m serious, man. I haven’t left since junior year of high school. My skull is so narrow, my ipd is squished together, and the lower face droops down. I mean it when I say I’m disgusted with the way I look and that I feel deformed. I haven’t allowed myself to make friends, find love, spend time with my family, or enjoy anything like going outside or being around people or taking pictures because I think I look grotesque. It’s painful to feel this way and I’m desperate to do anything at all to make it stop.
your ipd is bad bro but everything else is fine. You seriously need to go to therapy or something because this is not normal. Humans were not meant to live like this. Go out into nature at the very least.
 
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You look average, possibly over average if you fix your skin with accutane :think:
This is after 8-12 months of acutane, peptide injections, ghkcu usage, tret, anzelic acid, and 3 courses of micro needling.
 
I Think you should hit the gym hard, get lean, grow your eyelashes out like crazy, try to get rid of the acne, try and thicken your eyebrows, and maybe get a little tan
I’m alr working out, I’m supper lean, I’m ordering the ordinary multi peptide lash serum, and I’m going to do another procedure for my scarring when I have enough money saved.
 
your ipd is bad bro but everything else is fine. You seriously need to go to therapy or something because this is not normal. Humans were not meant to live like this. Go out into nature at the very least.
Yeah
 
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I’m alr working out, I’m supper lean, I’m ordering the ordinary multi peptide lash serum, and I’m going to do another procedure for my scarring when I have enough money saved.
go find some friends to go outside w bro
 
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I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
Theres surgery to fix IPD but its costly as fuck and risky. Your decision if you want that but you ahould know.
 
This is after 8-12 months of acutane, peptide injections, ghkcu usage, tret, anzelic acid, and 3 courses of micro needling.
have you tried estriol cream? js throwing anything atp bro ngl :hnghn: but your acne looks hormonal, as I can see some dots on your chest or those may be moles. Do you have back acne as well?
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
You don't actually look that bad
The iPd is the only bad part a bit too close
 
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I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
I truly feel sorry for you. I could only imagine the kind of anguish you must feel being born looking the way you do. It’s not fair. Even if you somehow fixed yourself you will never feel happy or be loved because all you will ever feel is that grotesque sense of desolation reflected back eternally. I really do think you should kill yourself. It’s the only way you’ll feel anything different. Your family will be better off too. Especially your mom, remember how much you put her through with your burden of life? She doesn’t deserve that. After you read this reply I want you to find 6 feet of rope, tie a noose and hang yourself in your bedroom.
you have to be fucking kidding me your not leaving your house bro?
you do not look bad bro you don’t look like htn or chad bro you look very average your good bro

have you tried estriol cream? js throwing anything atp bro ngl :hnghn: but your acne looks hormonal, as I can see some dots on your chest or those may be moles. Do you have back acne as well?
No I haven’t tried that yet, to my understanding it’s a form of topical estrogen or something. And for me chest (in this photo) those are just birthmarks, but I also have a lot of scarring tissue over my chest and back
 
I truly feel sorry for you. I could only imagine the kind of anguish you must feel being born looking the way you do. It’s not fair. Even if you somehow fixed yourself you will never feel happy or be loved because all you will ever feel is that grotesque sense of desolation reflected back eternally. I really do think you should kill yourself. It’s the only way you’ll feel anything different. Your family will be better off too. Especially your mom, remember how much you put her through with your burden of life? She doesn’t deserve that. After you read this reply I want you to find 6 feet of rope, tie a noose and hang yourself in your bedroom.



No I haven’t tried that yet, to my understanding it’s a form of topical estrogen or something. And for me chest (in this photo) those are just birthmarks, but I also have a lot of scarring tissue over my chest and back
why did you reply to your own thread?
 
I truly feel sorry for you. I could only imagine the kind of anguish you must feel being born looking the way you do. It’s not fair. Even if you somehow fixed yourself you will never feel happy or be loved because all you will ever feel is that grotesque sense of desolation reflected back eternally. I really do think you should kill yourself. It’s the only way you’ll feel anything different. Your family will be better off too. Especially your mom, remember how much you put her through with your burden of life? She doesn’t deserve that. After you read this reply I want you to find 6 feet of rope, tie a noose and hang yourself in your bedroom.



No I haven’t tried that yet, to my understanding it’s a form of topical estrogen or something. And for me chest (in this photo) those are just birthmarks, but I also have a lot of scarring tissue over my chest and back
try it
 
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I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
I expected an utter subhuman and just found a normie. Stop crying like a bitch and get on the grind.
 
I expected an utter subhuman and just found a normie. Stop crying like a bitch and get on the grind.
I cry like a bitch while I’m in the grind lmao
 
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you have to be fucking kidding me your not leaving your house bro?
you do not look bad bro you don’t look like htn or chad bro you look very average your good bro
what the fuck are you talking about
 
get out in the sun, take care of your skin, use tretinoin, and use a dermaroller for your acne scars
 
get out in the sun, take care of your skin, use tretinoin, and use a dermaroller for your acne scars
Surface level of stuff, I’ve been doing just about everything there is to do for my skin besides going outside. It’s been taking a long time. It’s been about 2 to 3 years that I’ve been working on my skin. It’s because I go on and off of Accutane it takes a bit to then be able to get scaring treatments done afterwards
 
Surface level of stuff, I’ve been doing just about everything there is to do for my skin besides going outside. It’s been taking a long time. It’s been about 2 to 3 years that I’ve been working on my skin. It’s because I go on and off of Accutane it takes a bit to then be able to get scaring treatments done afterwards
The sun is everything, your acne is probably getting worse because you never get any sun
 
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I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
its not that bad but the ipd is the biggest issue
 
thro away your digital devices then do way more excersise then js fucking walk outside🧠🤯
 
what the fuck are you talking about
I’m telling him it’s ridiculous to not leave his house because of his bad looks because he looks decent already. He just looks like an average guy.
 
I’m telling him it’s ridiculous to not leave his house because of his bad looks because he looks decent already. He just looks like an average guy.
you said htn-chad (not even close) and then you proceed to say he's an average looking guy. do you not have a brain or do you just decide not to use it
 
Idk bro I must’ve high asf and accidentally pasted my copied message
Lmaoooo
you said htn-chad (not even close) and then you proceed to say he's an average looking guy. do you not have a brain or do you just decide not to use it
What are you talking about? I never said he’s even close to htn or chad. Please reply to where I said that.
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
The general population aren't schizo-autistic over tiny facial details.

Don't let this consume your life bro, go to the gym and make friends. Get professional help if it's too much to bear.
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
ipd of doom
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
Ipd of doom and despair, wear sunglasses
 
This community and forum is only making your insecurities worse and i definitely think it would be the best for you to leave this community behind
 
This community and forum is only making your insecurities worse and i definitely think it would be the best for you to leave this community behind
yeah it’s making it worse, but it’s also giving him a realistic view of the weight of the issue. blue pill or red pill
 
yeah it’s making it worse, but it’s also giving him a realistic view of the weight of the issue. blue pill or red pill
And the less he knows about the issue the better he feels
 
And the less he knows about the issue the better he feels
still gonna have to look in the mirror everyday, people are still gonna make jokes about it. these are going to happen either way, atleast on here he can find some sort of advice.
 
Copied message? Did someone write that to you, or you wrote that to yourself?
Yea someone wrote that but it was a while back
 
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Holy shit bro, in dms or a thread?
DMs they do the same on ticktock and discord. There’s just gonna be people like that everywhere.
 
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DMs they do the same on ticktock and discord. There’s just gonna be people like that everywhere.
Jeez man, hope you are able to look past them. Wish you the best.

Also, why did you stop posting on tiktok?
 
Jeez man, hope you are able to look past them. Wish you the best.

Also, why did you stop posting on tiktok?
Mom found my account, threw out my stuff, and made a big deal out of it
 
I actually cry and look down when I wash my hands and I can’t stand the feeling of looking the way I do. My mom set up this thing called “non negotiable” and one of those things is leaving my house for a least 10 minutes a day. It’s been years since I left my house and no matter what I do I can’t get myself to leave because of how terrible it feels. I don’t know what to do. Please tell me anything at all that can help fix it.
Everything except your ipd is actually good , there’s not much you can do to fix that but focus on forgetting about it, you are definitely above average and honestly just try to get outside more it will make you feel so much better.
 
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