I need the tips.

[Theta4]

I can’t anymore. Once I start noticing a bit of attractiveness in my face I immediately notice how ugly I am, I can’t normally communicate with people, can’t think bright, can’t live not by just knowing I won’t be ignored, being considered like the one who is just lower than a normal person, can’t escape being the fool or even if not i’m not feeling that I have any advantage, and making things worse in my daily routine I notice people who was just born or somehow gained a life I believe I had to have. It is unfair, I want to completely reborn or just bit the hell out this shit siting in me and making things worse