I need therapy for fix societal detachment and loss of social circles

[Napoleon de Geso]

In past was had some friends and social circle, what all now is gone, and need to rebuilt. What is harder, as in some moment of life many starts to do cucktalk of I should go for "women my age", what I refuse and become to ostracized from cucksiety, and what in some cases was so annoying that even gave PTSD (like in case with my former debil "best friend" who constantly tried to drag me into dumsper-diving for ugly old roasties). In therapy need to non-cucked all

And all it is to serve for greater purpose - geomaxxing towards kemonololis