I need tips on how to be a better asexual...

[Incelforeever]

Long story short i became asexual a couple weeks ago. I was locked in, no sex drive, not feeling horny. If i even felt a slight blood flow to the area i would shut it down thinking about disgusting nasty unhorny things.

I was doing really well, until just a couple hours ago... when my intrusive thoughts won. Im so mad and disgusted by myself bruh, i thought i left it in the past.

Anyways any tips?