I need to find/get a job to not become homeless but i'm afraid of people

[BakuganM]

My parents will kick me out if in 30 days i won't find a job.

I'm 5ft8 and 130lbs and i can't say more than hi to people or look them in the eyes.
I already know everyone will mock me , bully me because i will be incompetent bcs of my low iq and be seen as a weirdo, autist , loner who will stay alone

Guys who had jobs what should i do ? Accept it or become a little bigger

I think about taking steroids/eating like crazy this month to put some muscle/weight so people will be afraid to bully me/respect me more based on my build. EVEN IF I GAIN FAT , FAT GUY IS MORE INTIMIDATING THAN SKINNY MANLET

if i was tall and wide i will be confident to do anything in life
being small i hide inside my house

I don't even know what to say at a interview lol. i can't say more than my name, age.

 

[BakuganM]

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[6PSLcel]

Steroids are a must, you’ll at least gain male respect from being jacked

 

[BakuganM]

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[BakuganM]

hellp

 

[Org3cel]

My parents will kick me out if in 30 days i won't find a job.

I'm 5ft8 and 130lbs and i can't say more than hi to people or look them in the eyes.
I already know everyone will mock me , bully me because i will be incompetent bcs of my low iq and be seen as a weirdo, autist , loner who will stay alone

Guys who had jobs what should i do ? Accept it or become a little bigger

I think about taking steroids/eating like crazy this month to put some muscle/weight so people will be afraid to bully me/respect me more based on my build. EVEN IF I GAIN FAT , FAT GUY IS MORE INTIMIDATING THAN SKINNY MANLET

if i was tall and wide i will be confident to do anything in life
being small i hide inside my house

I don't even know what to say at a interview lol. i can't say more than my name, age.

or you can simply have a job where you dont need to interact with people