I need to isolate myself more

[Jesus_ist_König]

Im very annoying. I dont enjoy the presence of myself. I make my parents and others angry, I make everyones life shit. I will try to talk less in class with people and more with my imaginary friend. I dont want to be a bad influence in other peoples lifes. I should kill myself but then I would go to hell, so for now I need to isolate myself

 

[ccwb]

DNR

 

[selfascender]

I’m in the exact same situation
I’ve cut off every contact on my phone except my parents
I need to rewire myself for a while .

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Don't that's stupid

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Don't that's stupid

Why? I get sad when I see my parents getting angry with me or others with me. I think its better

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Why? I get sad when I see my parents getting angry with me or others with me. I think its better

You'll just become sad and high inhib

Learn to let go what us this stupid self sacrifice, fuck others brah

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You'll just become sad and high inhib

Learn to let go what us this stupid self sacrifice, fuck others brah

What is high inhib?
I dont meet people already and i can kinda cope with it. If i get better relationship with my friend thrn i shoulndt get sad and i have God.

But what is the purpose of annoying others? Thats useless

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

What is high inhib?
I dont meet people already and i can kinda cope with it. If i get better relationship with my friend thrn i shoulndt get sad and i have God.

But what is the purpose of annoying others? Thats useless

You cares if you annoy others, god won't replace essential social interactions.

When you stop talking to people you forget how to and get social anxieties.

Socialmax, Learn how to make friends, enjoy your youth and maybe get bitches don't spend your teenage years alone

 

[copingmaxnt]

Im very annoying. I dont enjoy the presence of myself. I make my parents and others angry, I make everyones life shit. I will try to talk less in class with people and more with my imaginary friend. I dont want to be a bad influence in other peoples lifes. I should kill myself but then I would go to hell, so for now I need to isolate myself

dont ure gonna regret it trust me

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You cares if you annoy others, god won't replace essential social interactions.

When you stop talking to people you forget how to and get social anxieties.

Socialmax, Learn how to make friends, enjoy your youth and maybe get bitches don't spend your teenage years alone

I’m Not that guy. I don’t like social interactions really. They drain me.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

I’m Not that guy. I don’t like social interactions really. They drain me.

Same but you get used to it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Same but you get used to it

Cope

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Same but you get used to it

Its just no ine cares about me. And those few times (0,1%) some1 does, then I dont enjoy doing stuff with them. No one has like the same vibe and stuff as i do. I dont want to have friends since I only exist for them, when they are bored. I dont like it.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Its just no ine cares about me. And those few times (0,1%) some1 does, then I dont enjoy doing stuff with them. No one has like the same vibe and stuff as i do. I dont want to have friends since I only exist for them, when they are bored. I dont like it.

Exactly the same but I just live for myself, social interactions are a a game to me there is no stress I just enjoy the ride with no concern for them

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Exactly the same but I just live for myself, social interactions are a a game to me there is no stress I just enjoy the ride with no concern for them

I dont enjoy that, seems boring

 

[catastropy]

Narcissistical.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Narcissistical.

Whats that?

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

I dont enjoy that, seems boring

You might have anhedonia, try dopamine detox and overcoming any anxiety by exposure therapy

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

You might have anhedonia, try dopamine detox and overcoming any anxiety by exposure therapy

No i experience pleasure, i dont have that. But the thing is. Yesterday i meet some1 online and i enjoyed talking to that person and the person told me that im cool and stuff, yet today the person wrote 8n a group chat with others, yet didnt write me at all. Im so tired off only get responses and no one cares about me. I wont write that person again until the person writes me. Its just all is so fake, the person told me how cool i am and stuff.

 

[catastropy]

Whats that?

Self hatred is an indicator of narcisscism just in a different form lmao just do whatever u like thats not too crazy and ull be finee most probably

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

No i experience pleasure, i dont have that. But the thing is. Yesterday i meet some1 online and i enjoyed talking to that person and the person told me that im cool and stuff, yet today the person wrote 8n a group chat with others, yet didnt write me at all. Im so tired off only get responses and no one cares about me. I wont write that person again until the person writes me. Its just all is so fake, the person told me how cool i am and stuff.

Yeah it's a lonely road, irl is the same as here you are expecting to much

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Yeah it's a lonely road, irl is the same as here you are expecting to much

Imma be better off with an imaginary friend

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Imma be better off with an imaginary friend

Try it I guess.

Also rep all my posts brah, how rude

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Try it I guess.

Also rep all my posts brah, how rude

There isnt a rep button in off section? Or do u mean the emoji?