aBetterMii
Petition to add Dogpill to physics
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No matter how good a connection is with a girl at first, the spark doesn't last. It always burns out before I even get a chance to really see things through with them. All I fucking want is a nice decent girl who's cute and has similar interests and humor to me, but I will never have that. Why? Because I wasn't born with better bones or better harmony or in a good upbringing that allowed me to social circle max or anything. I am a worthless slave to my wage, even though I do things like go to bars or clubs sometimes, go to kickbacks and parties rarely, go to concerts, have a career that I'm going to school and working for, have a very individual personality (I've been told stuff akin to this many times from all sorts of people) I'm in decent shape. NOTHING MATTERS cause I'm too fucking ugly for these stupid whores, they all just want to fuck around with whatever chad they can while I would spoil them and treat them like a fucking princess, they'd rather get pumped and dumped then complain and act like they have no clue why they can't find the right guy. I have been toxic before in relationships but I have learned and matured so much since then, yet clearly it doesn't fucking matter the fucking bluepill lie of maybe its my personality. I got more girls when I was less mentaly stable and mature, and not even in the bad boy way, like the annoying clingy weird depressed type. I don't have any reason not to fucking rope. I'm not gonna betabuxx some stupid fucking used up bitch that won't be capable of loving me, of pair bonding with me 10 years down the line when everyone is trying to settle down. WHY DON'T I DESERVE AFFECTION AND LOVE??? WTF AM I DOING WRONG?????????????????? I already had to deal with my parents being emotionally neglectful when I was younger cause I was a fucking accident and they wanted to live life like people their age even though they had a fucking kid. Now I am a fucking emo abused dog that wants a broken girl so I can be the father figure in her life that I never had. I just want a girl that can relate to me and we can connect on that deeper level and take care of and support each other and give each other the love and affection we were denied growing up, and just be together and experience life. But instead they just whore out for chad. It never began