AkariWatanabeiscute
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This story starts out in 1st grade when I came to school. The very first friend I made, let's call her A, well, we were friends, played a lot in 1st grade and separated in 3rd grade—different sections. Then, time skip after COVID, now we're in 8th grade. During COVID, we didn't meet much and met again in 8th grade. But here was the problem: I was a fucking chud at 5'6 before puberty and, at best, ltn and fat—very fat. Well, I tried asking her out and failed miserably because she got a boyfriend—let's call him Big H. After Big H learned about this, he threatened to beat me and he was a senior repeating for 1 year and a racking 5'9—a big number back then. Well, I left because obviously not only did the guy threaten me, but hitting on someone's girl is wrong. Well, then after some time, I learned something (Me and A are a minority in our country and Big H said to A, "I want to convert her"—that pissed me off. Well, I was short, never weak. I was born stronger than most, blessed I would say, and somehow beat the guy up, which impressed her) but then I learned something else: A said she likes tall guys to me and that was the breaking point and I just let her go and tried to get my mind off her (Oh yeah, by the way, I had a crush on her since 1st grade and due to being close friends, we promised each other marriage). But yeah, then comes 8th grade vacation and transition to 9. In 9th grade, I was still talking to her with no hope of bagging, but as someone I know, when I learned she said I looked good looking and rated me 8 out of 10 (I was still fat and probably sub 5 ATM but came back to 9th grade at 5'9, the tallest in the class back then). Well, then we got into a friend group together in which, in a group chat, she would very obviously try to talk to me, but because I had no social skills with women, I tried to ignore, thinking she was making fun of me. But then Valentine's Day comes along and she proposed, but my chud ass literally ignored because someone told me she was his girlfriend—literally girlfriend—but he wasn't at the moment. Let's call this dude Little H. Later found out she was for real and really pissed at me, but yeah, I thought she was his girlfriend, later found out that guy lied, but couldn't do much because it was vacation again, transition from 9 to 10, in which I tried to message her but failed due to lack of rizz (my first message was no context given: "Do you play Roblox"—W rizz). Well, in 10th grade when I came back, I learned that that guy had started dating her 3 months after the start of 10th because I thought I had time to confess to her and we also made small talk and so I didn't think Little H would be a problem. Well, that's that, can't do much. But now comes 11th grade, we make small talk and I decided I need extracurricular activities and well, we had some activities together such as theater, in which during practice she would often look at me and laugh a lot, and then a month goes by and then another play in which we have finally started talking again and she gave me compliments of how much I have grown in height and by this time I have reached MTN. I am, and during my farewell, also got Htn allegations with random ass people calling me good looking (first time seeing pretty privilege). Back to current time, so she compliments me and during our play practice she designed my role and whenever I slacked off or tried to bunk she would cover my back, but she is still dating him. We make eye contact now but nothing else. Also, grade 11 has finished and school is over. This is a crush that lasted 11 years with a marriage promise that was broken. I don't know if it's my fault I ignored her or her fault she got with Big H first, but yeah (by the way, I am still growing really fast and am predicted 6'4 plus, optimally 6'3 or 6'2). I don't know what to do with this now, I just wanted to vent.I am in no means someone who pulls alot but i also dont scare but my height is a topic that gets thrown often during conversations with women who mostly looks really up to me bc tall but yeah so i dont know what to do now
