Dr. Mog
PhD in moggerology
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Because I knew we wouldn’t work out, but I didn’t expect you to recover already. What do you mean you’re correctly functioning without me? We were supposed to devolve into chaos together. I can’t overthink alone, that’s boring.
Don’t get me wrong, I adored you at one point, but unfortunately it’s not about love anymore. It’s pride. It’s the disbelief that someone could survive my absence, like you were sleeping uninterrupted, discovering new hobbies, eating fine. You weren’t even eating fine when we were together. You literally improved in my absence, that’s just disrespectful.
And people asked, “So do you want her back?” That’s the last thing I wanted. I just wanted you slightly confused and haunted by every other love song you hear, not out of personal gain, just out of respect for my own suffering.
So yeah, I didn’t miss you. I was just uncomfortable with how unbothered you were. And call that toxic, but in my head, I was supposed to be unforgettable, not completely optional.
Don’t get me wrong, I adored you at one point, but unfortunately it’s not about love anymore. It’s pride. It’s the disbelief that someone could survive my absence, like you were sleeping uninterrupted, discovering new hobbies, eating fine. You weren’t even eating fine when we were together. You literally improved in my absence, that’s just disrespectful.
And people asked, “So do you want her back?” That’s the last thing I wanted. I just wanted you slightly confused and haunted by every other love song you hear, not out of personal gain, just out of respect for my own suffering.
So yeah, I didn’t miss you. I was just uncomfortable with how unbothered you were. And call that toxic, but in my head, I was supposed to be unforgettable, not completely optional.
