I never realized how bad my life was

[rownawldo]

I was always a privileged kid, I went to multiple private schools and somehow until now I did not even understand how much I was bullied. In middle school, I was a social outcast and girls would literally come up to my lunch table and fake flirt with me and laugh and they only did that to me and another autistic kid even though I was like the second smartest in my grade. In my freshman year I was called ugly by a girl I was talking to multiple times behind my back and even though she dates everyone she still didnt even give me a chance I left that school and now the only quality they remember about me was short there even though I tried to be nice to everyone. I heard from a sort of friend that girls still make fun of me at both of those schools. I hate my life and I have no friends except discord friends that just hang out with each other irl and my parents hate eachother and never see me and I’m stuck in my fucing room all day every day just doing homework which I don’t even do cause I gave up. The past nights I’ve been crying myself to sleep because I am so lonely and the only human interaction I get is from my parents who are completely disappointed in me because my gpa has been dropping Idfk what to do anymore

 

[OxyFanNigga]

start working out you'll feel better

 

[rownawldo]

start working out you'll feel better

I would but I think my brain is so lazy I can’t even like get up to charge my phone anymore when I’m in bed

 

[OxyFanNigga]

I would but I think my brain is so lazy I can’t even like get up to charge my phone anymore when I’m in bed

a body at rest craves more rest a body in motion craves more motion just start 10 minutes a day and do that for 30 days and see how u feel bro

 

[rownawldo]

a body at rest craves more rest a body in motion craves more motion just start 10 minutes a day and do that for 30 days and see how u feel bro

I’ll try that thanks

 

[OxyFanNigga]

I’ll try that thanks

do 1 push up right now.

 

[rownawldo]

do 1 push up right now.

3:06 am and my moms in the other room u are asking me to get my ass beat

 

[rownawldo]

do 1 push up right now.

I can do sit-ups in my bed

 

[OxyFanNigga]

3:06 am and my moms in the other room u are asking me to get my ass beat

just do it you'll feel better

 

[OxyFanNigga]

I can do sit-ups in my bed

ok do that

 

[rownawldo]

ok do that

Alright I did like 10 it wasn’t too hard ngl

 

[Gs.]

Improve your overall health and diet, youre clearly under a lot of stress

Get more sunlight
Get into fitness
Try to, you know, walk around the park, or the block, if your parents get too loud, thats what i used to do

Have in mind that stressing over your problems isnt going to fix them, action is whats going to fix them. see what you can do

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Alright I did like 10 it wasn’t too hard ngl

feels better than ruminating on existential problems right

from now on when u start thinking too much, catch urself, and turn off ur brain, and do pushups, sit ups, whatever. Its the best lifehack almost nobody does.

 

[curtisjoneslover]

weed

 

[rownawldo]

Improve your overall health and diet, youre clearly under a lot of stress

Get more sunlight
Get into fitness
Try to, you know, walk around the park, or the block, if your parents get too loud, thats what i used to do

Have in mind that stressing over your problems isnt going to fix them, action is whats going to fix them. see what you can do

Thanks bro u guys are making me cry I didn’t know random ppl cared this much

 

[rownawldo]

weed

Tried it in 9th got caught and my mom literally still does drug tests on me 2 yrs later

 

[Gs.]

we care ab u because we have all been there

 

[rownawldo]

feels better than ruminating on existential problems right

from now on when u start thinking too much, catch urself, and turn off ur brain, and do pushups, sit ups, whatever. Its the best lifehack almost nobody does.

Alright thanks I can I talk to u in DMs there’s still one thing that’s super personal

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Alright thanks I can I talk to u in DMs there’s still one thing that’s super personal

sure idc but im about to sleep so make it quick

 

[rownawldo]

sure idc but im about to sleep so make it quick

Can u start it idk how ill make it one msg I promise

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Can u start it idk how ill make it one msg I promise

ive never done it before idk either lol

 

[rownawldo]

Improve your overall health and diet, youre clearly under a lot of stress

Get more sunlight
Get into fitness
Try to, you know, walk around the park, or the block, if your parents get too loud, thats what i used to do

Have in mind that stressing over your problems isnt going to fix them, action is whats going to fix them. see what you can do

And I’ll start taking walks too if my parents get loud that’s smart

 

[rownawldo]

Bump if anyone has more advice

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

Non

I was always a privileged kid, I went to multiple private schools and somehow until now I did not even understand how much I was bullied. In middle school, I was a social outcast and girls would literally come up to my lunch table and fake flirt with me and laugh and they only did that to me and another autistic kid even though I was like the second smartest in my grade. In my freshman year I was called ugly by a girl I was talking to multiple times behind my back and even though she dates everyone she still didnt even give me a chance I left that school and now the only quality they remember about me was short there even though I tried to be nice to everyone. I heard from a sort of friend that girls still make fun of me at both of those schools. I hate my life and I have no friends except discord friends that just hang out with each other irl and my parents hate eachother and never see me and I’m stuck in my fucing room all day every day just doing homework which I don’t even do cause I gave up. The past nights I’ve been crying myself to sleep because I am so lonely and the only human interaction I get is from my parents who are completely disappointed in me because my gpa has been dropping Idfk what to do anymore

e of it matters buddy

 

[FlourideGoyium]

The only advice I can give to you is to understand why those situations happened in the past (whether or not it was in any way your fault) and move on. Obviously, it is not that easy, but there really isn't much more to say.

Also try to avoid isolating yourself, force yourself to socialize with others because loneliness is a killer.

Lastly, remember that these moments have a lasting effect on you, and it isn't shameful to feel sad about this kinda stuff or vent about it to others.

Hope you feel better bhai

 

[rownawldo]

The only advice I can give to you is to understand why those situations happened in the past (whether or not it was in any way your fault) and move on. Obviously, it is not that easy, but there really isn't much more to say.

Also try to avoid isolating yourself, force yourself to socialize with others because loneliness is a killer.

Lastly, remember that these moments have a lasting effect on you, and it isn't shameful to feel sad about this kinda stuff or vent about it to others.

Hope you feel better bhai

Thanks so much bhai

 

[RetaRetaReta]

I was always a privileged kid, I went to multiple private schools and somehow until now I did not even understand how much I was bullied. In middle school, I was a social outcast and girls would literally come up to my lunch table and fake flirt with me and laugh and they only did that to me and another autistic kid even though I was like the second smartest in my grade. In my freshman year I was called ugly by a girl I was talking to multiple times behind my back and even though she dates everyone she still didnt even give me a chance I left that school and now the only quality they remember about me was short there even though I tried to be nice to everyone. I heard from a sort of friend that girls still make fun of me at both of those schools. I hate my life and I have no friends except discord friends that just hang out with each other irl and my parents hate eachother and never see me and I’m stuck in my fucing room all day every day just doing homework which I don’t even do cause I gave up. The past nights I’ve been crying myself to sleep because I am so lonely and the only human interaction I get is from my parents who are completely disappointed in me because my gpa has been dropping Idfk what to do anymore

Start looksmaxxing dude. Most people on this forum are in the same boat.

Become better looking, then ruin these shallow bitches lives.

I fucked my old best friend's sister after he betrayed me

 

[rownawldo]

Start looksmaxxing dude. Most people on this forum are in the same boat.

Become better looking, then ruin these shallow bitches lives.

I fucked my old best friend's sister after he betrayed me

This is honestly the best path forward i think because it will occupy my time and stop me from rotting

 

[ForSKJ]

I was always a privileged kid, I went to multiple private schools and somehow until now I did not even understand how much I was bullied. In middle school, I was a social outcast and girls would literally come up to my lunch table and fake flirt with me and laugh and they only did that to me and another autistic kid even though I was like the second smartest in my grade. In my freshman year I was called ugly by a girl I was talking to multiple times behind my back and even though she dates everyone she still didnt even give me a chance I left that school and now the only quality they remember about me was short there even though I tried to be nice to everyone. I heard from a sort of friend that girls still make fun of me at both of those schools. I hate my life and I have no friends except discord friends that just hang out with each other irl and my parents hate eachother and never see me and I’m stuck in my fucing room all day every day just doing homework which I don’t even do cause I gave up. The past nights I’ve been crying myself to sleep because I am so lonely and the only human interaction I get is from my parents who are completely disappointed in me because my gpa has been dropping Idfk what to do anymore

holy shit we have similar lives. i also went to private school (very shitty, ghetto, underfunded private school) and i was the fattest kid in my class so i would get bullied and picked on all the time and i didn't have any friends. i remember getting kicked from fortnite lobbys when i joined to play with my classmates and i also never got picked up for a team in sports. one time they were playing 5v5 basketball and i was the 11th boy so everyone played except me and i started crying like a bitch and ran to the bathroom while everyone played. i never conversed with a foid in my life. i literally sit in my room all day and i don't have/want discord friends. i talk to myself and i am the only friend i need. im trying to ascend to i can travel to a foreign country with a beach and try to get some pussy while getting crossfaded. at least i am in the west i will try to geomaxx for a foreign foid who is white.

 

[ForSKJ]

I fucked my old best friend's sister after he betrayed me

mirin

 

[rownawldo]

holy shit we have similar lives. i also went to private school (very shitty, ghetto, underfunded private school) and i was the fattest kid in my class so i would get bullied and picked on all the time and i didn't have any friends. i remember getting kicked from fortnite lobbys when i joined to play with my classmates and i also never got picked up for a team in sports. one time they were playing 5v5 basketball and i was the 11th boy so everyone played except me and i started crying like a bitch and ran to the bathroom while everyone played. i never conversed with a foid in my life. i literally sit in my room all day and i don't have/want discord friends. i talk to myself and i am the only friend i need. im trying to ascend to i can travel to a foreign country with a beach and try to get some pussy while getting crossfaded. at least i am in the west i will try to geomaxx for a foreign foid who is white.

Damn bro do u have dc we should add eachother

 

[ForSKJ]

I was always a privileged kid, I went to multiple private schools and somehow until now I did not even understand how much I was bullied. In middle school, I was a social outcast and girls would literally come up to my lunch table and fake flirt with me and laugh and they only did that to me and another autistic kid even though I was like the second smartest in my grade. In my freshman year I was called ugly by a girl I was talking to multiple times behind my back and even though she dates everyone she still didnt even give me a chance I left that school and now the only quality they remember about me was short there even though I tried to be nice to everyone. I heard from a sort of friend that girls still make fun of me at both of those schools. I hate my life and I have no friends except discord friends that just hang out with each other irl and my parents hate eachother and never see me and I’m stuck in my fucing room all day every day just doing homework which I don’t even do cause I gave up. The past nights I’ve been crying myself to sleep because I am so lonely and the only human interaction I get is from my parents who are completely disappointed in me because my gpa has been dropping Idfk what to do anymore

your parents relationship takes a strain on your mental health. i know exactly what that feels like. its so fucking hard that you just wanna lock yourself in the room and be alone. that why i can't wait to move to a different country for a while and get the fuck out of my hometown.

 

[ForSKJ]

Damn bro do u have dc we should add eachother

i dont use discord tbh. the only soc media i use is yt shorts, org, and instagram to keep up with classmates who bullied me and are doing better than me in life

 

[rownawldo]

your parents relationship takes a strain on your mental health. i know exactly what that feels like. its so fucking hard that you just wanna lock yourself in the room and be alone. that why i can't wait to move to a different country for a while and get the fuck out of my hometown.

Exactly this

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Never give up that's always been my motto