I never wanted a girlfriend, I wanted male acceptance

[trvechud]

I realize it now that this has been what has been driving me. It has been my eternal hate and resentment for having been bullied throughout middle school. My dad was a fucking asshole who humiliated me for struggling to make friends my first year of highschool, lol his fucking humiliation made it even harder to socialize. And he's too retarded to see it's his fault, I was obese almost my whole childhood and had to work my ass off to lose weight. Had I not been obese I would never have been bullied. Any time I did something my dad didn't like he would ask me if I had any friends, and even when I did make them he thought I was such a loser that I made them up. Jfl in any conversation I had to be extremely careful what I said so my father wouldn't fucking blow up at me for that topic. What I hated the most was that I could have done something like not have called him and then he would've brought up a thousand other things that were unrelated in order to humiliate me. I genuinely have so much hate and resentment for fucking normies thanks to the bullying and my father. In looksmaxxing I subconsciously saw a way to gain camaraderie and acceptance amongst males. Which is what I wanted, I thank God that I found the ones I have who can relate to me and know about the true bp and lookspill. I had a crush on a foid for like a year but I realize it's just childish shit I never wanted her I wanted a brother. Even with the friends I've made I still hate society and normies, I resent them and everything.
@InanimatePragmatist @Prøphet @got.daim
@Ctrozo

 

[ICXCLuvr]

Ayo pause

 

[hitmancrewzz]

timeout

 

[NorWayItsOver]

Most times you just need a real freind

 

[trvechud]

Most times you just need a real freind

I have friends now but it won't ever fix my hate or resentment sadly

 

[trvechud]

Ayo pause

timeout

Jfl, leftist brainwashing has made people think male love = faggotry

 

[hitmancrewzz]

Jfl, leftist brainwashing has made people think male love = faggotry

We didn't say anything about faggotry, you're calling yourself a faggot

 

[DrRodger]

Dnr

 

[accinr]

I realize it now that this has been what has been driving me. It has been my eternal hate and resentment for having been bullied throughout middle school. My dad was a fucking asshole who humiliated me for struggling to make friends my first year of highschool, lol his fucking humiliation made it even harder to socialize. And he's too retarded to see it's his fault, I was obese almost my whole childhood and had to work my ass off to lose weight. Had I not been obese I would never have been bullied. Any time I did something my dad didn't like he would ask me if I had any friends, and even when I did make them he thought I was such a loser that I made them up. Jfl in any conversation I had to be extremely careful what I said so my father wouldn't fucking blow up at me for that topic. What I hated the most was that I could have done something like not have called him and then he would've brought up a thousand other things that were unrelated in order to humiliate me. I genuinely have so much hate and resentment for fucking normies thanks to the bullying and my father. In looksmaxxing I subconsciously saw a way to gain camaraderie and acceptance amongst males. Which is what I wanted, I thank God that I found the ones I have who can relate to me and know about the true bp and lookspill. I had a crush on a foid for like a year but I realize it's just childish shit I never wanted her I wanted a brother. Even with the friends I've made I still hate society and normies, I resent them and everything.
@InanimatePragmatist @Prøphet @got.daim

glass is clear man
its okay nowadays

 

[trvechud]

We didn't say anything about faggotry, you're calling yourself a faggot

Nigga anyone with a triple digit IQ knows what you were insinuating

 

[hitmancrewzz]

Nigga anyone with a triple digit IQ knows what you were insinuating

Yeah, timeout, the movie