i often misunderstand shit in bad ways. (Sensitive young man ramblings)

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

 

[nsk4ll]

happens bro

 

[PSLbbc]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

Lets make a sensitive young man clan. Sym

 

[newgen/cel]

dude is actually a foid, nigga asked if his girl would love him if he was a worm and then cried when she didn’t say yes

Also Jfl at how u misuse oneitis

 

[PSLbbc]

I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying

Yo what

 

[XazaqazaX]

Overthinker ramblings, just marry and bang your oneitis

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Sym

What does this mean

dude is actually a foid, nigga asked if his girl would love him if he was a worm and then cried when she didn’t say yes

Also Jfl at how u misuse oneitis

Is oneitis not a proper term when i catch myself romanticizing suicide in my head should i not be able to be with them anymore
(Would never do that, but i would prolly want to icl)
When my biggest fear is losing them.
A feeling of utter dread overcomes me when i am scared of this happening.
Is it wrong when i am convinced they are the one, the only person that is actually gonna love me and that i wanna love.
The only person i actually am myself around other than people on org.
Some1 who basically plays the role of my mother, best friend, partner and so on?

Yo what
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Bruh i was already in a pretty weird ass emotional state when that happened.
Was in a state of delyrium at jfl.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Overthinker ramblings, just marry and bang your oneitis

Mirin take
This is what must be done

 

[PSLbbc]

What does this mean

Sensitive young men clan

 

[barambo]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

this is so fucking real omg

 

[barambo]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

i pray i lose this trait when i ascend.

or it'll genuinely be the end of me.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

this is so fucking real omg

What abt it resonates with you?
Holy dopamine from my thread being relatable to you tho, genuenly

 

[satangoy]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

i used to struggle with the exact same shit brooo so i feel you like no one other, i used to think people don't have respect towards me and that when they joke about me it's always offensive even some stupid shit like "bro ur such a sigma" (jfl i know who even talks like that right? ) but yeah even some stupid shit like this made me feel like they they despise me. Now I've started putting on more of an NT mask and started socializing with normies and getting to understand their behavior's and thinkinyg processes more and now I'm in such a state that even if someone actually disrespected me I wouldn't give a fuck less and probably turn it into some 5x more stupid shit because I treat life as pure fun now and don't take people personal in any way, I'm the typa nigga to tell foids I'd do homo thug gay stuff to my best friend that's how much I've stopped caring about how people perceive me so basically bro just treat life as pure fun and try not to give a fuck less about garbage normie talk or even treat it as personal entertainment like I do

 

[barambo]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

For example on new years eve oneitis' father (we are in a ldr) said he hopes we are both happy, together as well as in long distance.
What i kinda umderstood for a second was "i hope you break up and you are an asshole that always put's itself first"
It was the only explaination for why he would have explicitly said "i hope you both are happy", implying only i was happy (am i jfl? Definetly happy to be w oneitis, simetimes not happy abt otehr stuff ig) and they aren't and therefore he wishes we broke up.
I just search for all sorts of shit in plain statements, cuz sometimes people tell me shit that is so water that i feel like there HAS to be something else they are telling me. In 99% of cases ppl really are just spewing water.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.
Said in other words: "haha, you are so stupid" in a funny context, when i did a silly meaningless mistake is processed the same way by my brain as "you worthless retard, you are stupid, kys, i hate you" in a serious ass context, although the effect isn't quite as strong.
I once asked oneitis if they would love me if i was a worm (jfl ik this is foid behaviour, but they do it all the time) and they said (very obviously in a sarcastic manner) that they'd feed me to the birds.
My bitch ass actually started fucking crying
Even tho rationally i knew exactly that inwould never turn into a worm and that even if i was turned into a worm i wouldn't be fed to the birds (or that it would be good for me to be eaten by the birds so ppl don't have to take care of some stupid worm and can finally mive on ffs yk?).

Jfl i might just be a hypersensitive bitch

Idk if i've told these stories before, so i'll make this threa just to make sure
@satangoy @satangoy @iblamegeneticsrecomb @barambo @nsk4ll

 

[xzylecrey]

When i don't quite understand what someone is traying to tell me (ND ass trait) i always assume the absolute worst.
This only happens with people i care abt tho.

Another thing is that jokes and unserious obviously joking insults (only from people i really care abt ofc) affect me the same as the same exact statement in a completely serious context.

Bro same it sucks being sensitive