ThomasJefferson
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So have been a big victim in believing women are kind and loving if its the right one. But this time I thought I was picking the right chick. I mean on paper she was, she lived in Vietnam so just the geographic difference increased my smv but I generally mogged every other tourist too. But I met this one chick who came from the Vietnam country side to study in the city. And we started talking and first of all I came to asia kinda as a way to slay but than I started feeling bad if I were to just pump and dump so in my head I want to actually commit and this one stood out the most she was beautiful in the cute kinda way and her personality too, I felt right and happy.
So instead of adhering to the blackpills lessons in dating I started to really like this girl and I believe that I was good enough, but near the end of one of our dates she started talking about how she had gone on other dates with foreigner here so in my head the wheels are spinning, and im kinda heated so I ask nonchalant "oh yeah what do you guys do?" and she says "just coffee and long conversation" like wtf does that mean but anyways it annoyed me that she dated alot of other foreigners so I made a joke about how she could of just use those guys for money so she could travel. And she didnt like that joke so the conversation changes in feeling, like I could feel it, and she eventually says she is tire so she wanted to head home and I even offered to walk her home but she says she will just walk to her friend, which was close, but before she left I apologize about joking like that but she kinda passes it off,(I know I shouldnt of done that). But I home walking and my head goes blank, and my heart goes heavy. I go home to see her text me about how we should stop seeing each other because eventually I will go back to america and she doesnt want a relationship while in college. I texted "okay" and once again im here.
After my first girlfriend dump me I was okay I was hurt but I expected it, than my oneitis broke my heart and things changed because to how close perfect could be it didnt seem liked she could be so cruel but she wasnt a virgin and the past guys she dated I always knew she was out of my league. But than I meet this church girl virgin who had everything you can talk about when you can guys speak of a hqnp girl but than she turned out to be just like the rest them. And now I traveled 2000 miles to find out what I already knew to be true. I looksmax not to find love but for girls to love me
So instead of adhering to the blackpills lessons in dating I started to really like this girl and I believe that I was good enough, but near the end of one of our dates she started talking about how she had gone on other dates with foreigner here so in my head the wheels are spinning, and im kinda heated so I ask nonchalant "oh yeah what do you guys do?" and she says "just coffee and long conversation" like wtf does that mean but anyways it annoyed me that she dated alot of other foreigners so I made a joke about how she could of just use those guys for money so she could travel. And she didnt like that joke so the conversation changes in feeling, like I could feel it, and she eventually says she is tire so she wanted to head home and I even offered to walk her home but she says she will just walk to her friend, which was close, but before she left I apologize about joking like that but she kinda passes it off,(I know I shouldnt of done that). But I home walking and my head goes blank, and my heart goes heavy. I go home to see her text me about how we should stop seeing each other because eventually I will go back to america and she doesnt want a relationship while in college. I texted "okay" and once again im here.
After my first girlfriend dump me I was okay I was hurt but I expected it, than my oneitis broke my heart and things changed because to how close perfect could be it didnt seem liked she could be so cruel but she wasnt a virgin and the past guys she dated I always knew she was out of my league. But than I meet this church girl virgin who had everything you can talk about when you can guys speak of a hqnp girl but than she turned out to be just like the rest them. And now I traveled 2000 miles to find out what I already knew to be true. I looksmax not to find love but for girls to love me
but the drop from liking her to no possibilities is what sucks.
