I only get in love with mid women and still not make it

[Nemann]

Really, if I make memory, all of the girls I ever had a crush on were MTB as best, LTB most cases, I pretty much can tell that they're not that hot, but still feel a deep interest, even tho we never interact much as to justify an attraction as outcome of it, and since I'm an aspie who will never, ever, ever talk to a girl, they either get a boyfriend or I end up losing contact with them
Feels like my only hope is to ascend so they'd be the ones approaching me, but even there I'd surely pee myself and screw it up

 

[Tesarossa]

get your tail from in between your legs and go fuck some women