polarpop
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I never wanted anything crazy. I only wanted abs. I wanted to look in the mirror and feel proud of the work I put in, nothing more. But then I found Looksmax.org and fell deeper into the bp blackpill mindset. What started as wanting to improve myself slowly became an obsession with flaws, rankings, and things I couldn't stop thinking about. Instead of enjoying the progress I was making, I was always chasing some impossible standard. The mirror stopped being a reflection of my effort and became a reminder of everything I thought was wrong. I wanted abs, but I ended up losing peace of mind along the way.