I physically cant interact with people

[registerfasterusing]

T

 

[registerfasterusing]

Its so fucking over, literally nothing can save u from being an autistic special ed retard

 

[Htautistgymmaxx]

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just be NT brooooo, like seriously it's like we're too retarded to act normally but not retarded enough where people will understand and give us leeway

 

[Mogs Me]

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Brutal, go to therapy idk

 

[registerfasterusing]

I hate myself for everything I do and say, i feel like a fucking retard like a child who doesnt understand whats happening

 

[registerfasterusing]

Brutal, go to therapy idk

I did for 3 years. It did nothing

 

[registerfasterusing]

If any of u met me irl u would hate me

 

[Im sorry mother]

Im sorry @registerfasterusing

 

[Mogs Me]

If any of u met me irl u would hate me

how come

 

[registerfasterusing]

Im sorry @registerfasterusing

Ily

 

[registerfasterusing]

how come

Cuz im retarded

 

[Mogs Me]

Cuz im retarded

Well nigga you don’t seem retarded online I don’t get how being nd works are you scared to socialize or just stutter

 

[registerfasterusing]

just be NT brooooo, like seriously it's like we're too retarded to act normally but not retarded enough where people will understand and give us leeway

I dont feel human

 

[registerfasterusing]

Well nigga you don’t seem retarded online I don’t get how being nd works are you scared to socialize or just stutter

I stutter, my mind goes blank, i get tense and cold and it becomes difficult for me to speak. I cant make eye contact, i have no confidence

 

[Mogs Me]

I stutter, my mind goes blank, i get tense and cold and it becomes difficult for me to speak. I cant make eye contact, i have no confidence

Brutal hope you fix ts somehow bhai

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

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Cool

 

[Cat.]

I stutter, my mind goes blank, i get tense and cold and it becomes difficult for me to speak. I cant make eye contact, i have no confidence

Also btw these people who say go “nt” like its a switch to turn off are fucking stupid asf. Real advice fake every interaction if you want to look normal you cannot rewire your brain just accept it and cope

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

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Foids especially i literally cant talk to them and im not subhuman im like lmtn I just have extreme social anxiety

 

[registerfasterusing]

Brutal hope you fix ts somehow bhai

Impossible to fix. This is the only place where i dont feel retarded apart from maybe with my family. Nigga u saw even on fucking wizz i act like a retard
Its so unbelievably over

 

[registerfasterusing]

Also btw these people who say go “nt” like it’s a switch to turn off are fucking stupid asf. Real advice fake every interaction if you want to look normal you cannot rewire your brain just accept it and cope

I cant even fake being normal

 

[Cat.]

Foids especially i literally cant talk to them and im not subhuman im like lmtn I just have extreme social anxiety

Low mtn is like ltn to them

 

[registerfasterusing]

Foids especially i literally cant talk to them and im not subhuman im like lmtn I just have extreme social anxiety

i cnat even talk to men

 

[Cat.]

I cant even fake being normal

Over if you are not at least cl in the face and 5”11+

 

[afghanincel]

Skill issue

 

[Mogs Me]

Impossible to fix. This is the only place where i dont feel retarded apart from maybe with my family. Nigga u saw even on fucking wizz i act like a retard
Its so unbelievably over

ye your right, ts is a curse from hell

 

[registerfasterusing]

Over if you are not at least cl in the face and 5”11+

Im like 5’10 unfrauded and ive been rated htn here but it literally doesnt matter cuz im fucking retarded

 

[registerfasterusing]

Skill issue

It is, i have no social skills whatsoever and its impossible for me to learn any

 

[kt4x_w]

I dont feel human

It's tough, I was so hyped up for summer just to get left out and never been asked to go out by someone once, got kicked and dropped from a manager position, sat in my room all day, played video games.. Now school starts and I already have the feeling to just change countries and restart life

 

[afghanincel]

It is, i have no social skills whatsoever and its impossible for me to learn any

I dont get it i mean i can but not with foids thats impossible bcs im rly scared that they analyze my face and see my ugliness

 

[registerfasterusing]

It's tough, I was so hyped up for summer just to get left out and never been asked to go out by someone once, got kicked and dropped from a manager position, sat in my room all day, played video games.. Now school starts and I already have the feeling to just change countries and restart life

I could restart 1000 times i doubt the result would be any different
Ive had symptoms since age 6

 

[registerfasterusing]

I dont get it i mean i can but not with foids thats impossible bcs im rly scared that they analyze my face and see my ugliness

Ur lucky then

 

[afghanincel]

Ur lucky then

Idk man lucky that i actually realized to late how cucked i am

 

[registerfasterusing]

Idk man lucky that i actually realized to late how cucked i am

At least u can talk to ppl without coming across as mentally disabled

 

[kt4x_w]

I could restart 1000 times i doubt the result would be any different
Ive had symptoms since age 6

Me personally I could restart and do just fine and be happy besides half the shit I've been through.
I feel like living where im at rn is just not ideal because im in a very shit east eu country where people are basically copy pastes of eachother and majority are very uninteresting and basic. Dress, act, all the fucking same. I just dont fit in with theese people. Anyways the only reason I reopened org is to find a way to get rid of all my posts or completely wipe off this forum. Just incase, I have pics uploaded here thats y

 

[registerfasterusing]

Me personally I could restart and do just fine and be happy besides half the shit I've been through.
I feel like living where im at rn is just not ideal because im in a very shit east eu country where people are basically copy pastes of eachother and majority are very uninteresting and basic. Dress, act, all the fucking same. I just dont fit in with theese people. Anyways the only reason I reopened org is to find a way to get rid of all my posts or completely wipe off this forum. Just incase, I have pics uploaded here thats y

Location is brutal. I hate where i live i dont fit in with anyone and theyre all so performative i fucking hate it
Mayb my life would be different if i had grown up somewhere else