I promised myself that if I did not find my wife by the time I was 17-20 years old I would reveal I was gay and date casually rather than have family

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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
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so u like dick in the ass?
 
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Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums
 
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Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums
Good, also this wasn't hate it was appreaction and please rep me :owo:
 
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Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums
real question why do u like blackpill forums when we are anti-ED and anti-faggotry?

why do u have ed if ur blackpilled? dont u know u would just become a framecel that looks malnourished?
 
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Good, also this wasn't hate it was appreaction and please rep me :owo:
Lol its ok. I assumed you were roasting a bit because some people just think as many times as you can hit enter is the way build reputation in a community honestly I have made a lot of decent friends from this website and also have outgrown a couple that treat this site as a lifestyle which I don't necessarily think that's lame I just can't stand it when people who have high reputation start doing that DNR shit like dude nothing on this website is too long to put it on your mind for like 6 minutes of reading I guess for some people
 
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Lol its ok. I assumed you were roasting a bit because some people just think as many times as you can hit enter is the way build reputation in a community honestly I have made a lot of decent friends from this website and also have outgrown a couple that treat this site as a lifestyle which I don't necessarily think that's lame I just can't stand it when people who have high reputation start doing that DNR shit like dude nothing on this website is too long to put it on your mind for like 6 minutes of reading I guess for some people
Agrred

Dnr :feelshah:

(just kidding)
 
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real question why do u like blackpill forums when we are anti-ED and anti-faggotry?

why do u have ed if ur blackpilled? dont u know u would just become a framecel that looks malnourished?
because its just scientific determinism and I quite the advocate of telling dudes to actually hit the gym and build strength and eat more like almost piggish as women want. At this point in my life how I look is not to garner respect from women or too attract them and many women do not approach me in real life quite ever. I'm quite closed off in my posture LOL. But many people will tell you that women will crush on you just if you respect yourself a lot and have a bit of hobbies you dedicate your own personal time to. lol what else?
 
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because its just scientific determinism and I quite the advocate of telling dudes to actually hit the gym and build strength and eat more like almost piggish as women want. At this point in my life how I look is not to garner respect from women or too attract them and many women do not approach me in real life quite ever. I'm quite closed off in my posture LOL. But many people will tell you that women will crush on you just if you respect yourself a lot and have a bit of hobbies you dedicate your own personal time to. lol what else?
so are u bluepilled? or mainly blackpilled?
 
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so are u bluepilled? or mainly blackpilled?
Blackpill 500% to the core on almost a eugenicist level quite honestly but If you read my blog Im quite spiritual and believe that humans need to see god in everyone and love eachother unconditionally. I believe dating apps just showed how underdeveloped as a species we are.. but it also helped a lot of men redirect their short time they have here on things they love and appreciate
 
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Blackpill 500% to the core on almost a eugenicist level quite honestly but If you read my blog Im quite spiritual and believe that humans need to see god in everyone and love eachother unconditionally. I believe dating apps just showed how underdeveloped as a species we are.. but it also helped a lot of men redirect their short time they have here on things they love and appreciate
ill take a look at it, pm me the link
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
dnr, this is not a gay support group forum
 
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17-20 nigga you didn't even give yourself a chance who gets married at 20? :forcedsmile:

But live your truth ig these bitches not worth it so I feel you
 
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17-20 nigga you didn't even give yourself a chance who gets married at 20? :forcedsmile:

But live your truth ig these bitches not worth it so I feel you
where I come from its very common to start a family at 16-17 and I went to uniform school growing up. people age very quickly and drug use is common.
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
so did you find your wife or not
 
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so did you find your wife or not
Nope gave up entirely. sometimes girls will approach me but I make it very obvious just in my body language that I am not a sponsorship and I am also not interested in creating and taking care of a family. The world is soo poor these days and children raised in this culture will not make any sense to be around anyway granted they are spawned from mothers who have used online dating.
 
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Nope gave up entirely. sometimes girls will approach me but I make it very obvious just in my body language that I am not a sponsorship and I am also not interested in creating and taking care of a family. The world is soo poor these days and children raised in this culture will not make any sense to be around anyway granted they are spawned from mothers who have used online dating.
i feel you, what are you planning to do in the future in terms of love?
 
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i feel you, what are you planning to do in the future in terms of love?
um probably just e-date and if I find a guy irl that is cool enough to be comfortable like we just appreciate eachother but other than that I have just been texting guys who are into the gym or looksmaxing tbh
 
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i feel you, what are you planning to do in the future in terms of love?
To be honest, just e-date and if I find a guy irl it will be mostly just romantic. I tried tinder and a few dating apps and met up with people but many people are just too deluded these days.. like a relationship is what makes you want to cook meals together and also pay attention to movies and such but so far with my life I have been just gaming and avoiding the sun which I mess up sometimes and go on long walks for fresh air and such.. but where I live is very low IQ and if you're into guys its rare to find ones that are like me more into small things im a homebody.. I just need company like any normal person
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
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Dnr faggot
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
State of org
 
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Its just what it is. Its like not even that suprising tbh I knew this 10 years ago that as soon as women keep pushing it. And even from this point, they will go further. most men will be openly gay and will not be concerned with what women nearly want whatsoever
 
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dnr and let me clap them cheeks
 
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To be honest, just e-date and if I find a guy irl it will be mostly just romantic. I tried tinder and a few dating apps and met up with people but many people are just too deluded these days.. like a relationship is what makes you want to cook meals together and also pay attention to movies and such but so far with my life I have been just gaming and avoiding the sun which I mess up sometimes and go on long walks for fresh air and such.. but where I live is very low IQ and if you're into guys its rare to find ones that are like me more into small things im a homebody.. I just need company like any normal person
look, you have to go outside more if you want to meet new people.

e-dating on apps like discord will almost guarantee you to meet catfishers and scammers. you'll think youre talking to someone your age but its actually a 40 year old guy or someone trying to make you buy them shit.

i know you said that the people around you are low iq and not your type, so i guess you can try e-dating if you'll somehow be able to meet irl
 
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look, you have to go outside more if you want to meet new people.

e-dating on apps like discord will almost guarantee you to meet catfishers and scammers. you'll think youre talking to someone your age but its actually a 40 year old guy or someone trying to make you buy them shit.

i know you said that the people around you are low iq and not your type, so i guess you can try e-dating if you'll somehow be able to meet irl
ok so you're sorta right but sorta wrong. my sister met her husband that is exactly her type and he also is her caretaker and they live in a beautiful place together. on discord sooo idk but I respect your opinion
 
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ok so you're sorta right but sorta wrong. my sister met her husband that is exactly her type and he also is her caretaker and they live in a beautiful place together. on discord sooo idk but I respect your opinion
so are you gonna edate or are you gonna use dating apps?
 
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so are you gonna edate or are you gonna use dating apps?
E date not use dating apps... my state is sooo low iq plus im a computer head I mostly avoid going anywhere granted its extremely anti gay where I live though I like it that way cause im not really pro gay but im not against people that are gay
 
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tf nigga
 
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E date not use dating apps... my state is sooo low iq plus im a computer head I mostly avoid going anywhere granted its extremely anti gay where I live though I like it that way cause im not really pro gay but im not against people that are gay
youre gonna join those egirl/eboy dating discord servers n shit?
 
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@Gaygymmaxx @mogs me @Gengar

And I am the gay one.
 
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so why cant u be gay openly nigga :lul: its fucking united states of israel
my state I live in is EXTREMELY LOW IQ 50th state of education and its really anti gay but a lot of guys are too dumb to even fathom being on a website like this anyway its hilarious
 
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earlier on the thread u said you cant be open bcz where u live is anti gay

and u say u are in us.

india is anti gay.
no when they say being gay is legal that is bullshit. if you cant hit on guys pubicly like many uglies do to women you are fucked and im not really ugly or good looking so I dont settle too bad
 
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When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3
jumping from one point to the next, dude just tell us if you're in a happy gay marriage now or not
 

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