I promised myself that if I did not find my wife by the time I was 17-20 years old I would reveal I was gay and date casually rather than have family

[atleastimskinny471]

When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3

 

[Justakid]

When I was younger I was very honest with myself when I knew that I was actually self accepting I was gay from a very young age. The first pornography I had ever watched was gay and the first actually flirtatious experience I had was gay. growing up I was very insecure about my size granted I was told I was going to grow to a humongous 6'5 in adulthood. I never grew that tall but I'm quite happy didn't I feel I have learned a lot more about human interactions worrying about my faults rather than having more perfect attributes. I also went to a school where I feel I didn't get quite a fair experience of normality. But I wonder what is normal if you are not considered ideal from the jump. I dont know, for some reason I thank god that I realized that I didn't check as many boxes as people anticipated but I feel it has also made me more self aware of peoples freedom they automatically grant to some people for such small things, one thing I never really catch myself doing is lying to others about things that would actually help them. I hate leading people astray because so many people have done that to me. And even with many instances in dating I realize some people are afraid of ever letting go of people at all. some people need another person there for them and they are so adamant and so loyal to this belief of a 'Love' that exist they have no idea how much trouble this person is putting them through just to prove their own worth through YOU. thats enough more for next post <3

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[5'7" 3/4s]

so u like dick in the ass?

 

[atleastimskinny471]

271 posts

Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums

 

[Justakid]

Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums

Good, also this wasn't hate it was appreaction and please rep me

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

Lol I have had several accounts.... but I was mostly just a reader and would drop a few small posts based on who I was dating. I usually post on anorexia forums

real question why do u like blackpill forums when we are anti-ED and anti-faggotry?

why do u have ed if ur blackpilled? dont u know u would just become a framecel that looks malnourished?

 

[atleastimskinny471]

Good, also this wasn't hate it was appreaction and please rep me

Lol its ok. I assumed you were roasting a bit because some people just think as many times as you can hit enter is the way build reputation in a community honestly I have made a lot of decent friends from this website and also have outgrown a couple that treat this site as a lifestyle which I don't necessarily think that's lame I just can't stand it when people who have high reputation start doing that DNR shit like dude nothing on this website is too long to put it on your mind for like 6 minutes of reading I guess for some people

 

[Justakid]

Lol its ok. I assumed you were roasting a bit because some people just think as many times as you can hit enter is the way build reputation in a community honestly I have made a lot of decent friends from this website and also have outgrown a couple that treat this site as a lifestyle which I don't necessarily think that's lame I just can't stand it when people who have high reputation start doing that DNR shit like dude nothing on this website is too long to put it on your mind for like 6 minutes of reading I guess for some people

Agrred

Dnr

(just kidding)

 

[atleastimskinny471]

real question why do u like blackpill forums when we are anti-ED and anti-faggotry?

why do u have ed if ur blackpilled? dont u know u would just become a framecel that looks malnourished?

because its just scientific determinism and I quite the advocate of telling dudes to actually hit the gym and build strength and eat more like almost piggish as women want. At this point in my life how I look is not to garner respect from women or too attract them and many women do not approach me in real life quite ever. I'm quite closed off in my posture LOL. But many people will tell you that women will crush on you just if you respect yourself a lot and have a bit of hobbies you dedicate your own personal time to. lol what else?

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

because its just scientific determinism and I quite the advocate of telling dudes to actually hit the gym and build strength and eat more like almost piggish as women want. At this point in my life how I look is not to garner respect from women or too attract them and many women do not approach me in real life quite ever. I'm quite closed off in my posture LOL. But many people will tell you that women will crush on you just if you respect yourself a lot and have a bit of hobbies you dedicate your own personal time to. lol what else?

so are u bluepilled? or mainly blackpilled?

 

[atleastimskinny471]

so are u bluepilled? or mainly blackpilled?

Blackpill 500% to the core on almost a eugenicist level quite honestly but If you read my blog Im quite spiritual and believe that humans need to see god in everyone and love eachother unconditionally. I believe dating apps just showed how underdeveloped as a species we are.. but it also helped a lot of men redirect their short time they have here on things they love and appreciate

 

[5'7" 3/4s]

Blackpill 500% to the core on almost a eugenicist level quite honestly but If you read my blog Im quite spiritual and believe that humans need to see god in everyone and love eachother unconditionally. I believe dating apps just showed how underdeveloped as a species we are.. but it also helped a lot of men redirect their short time they have here on things they love and appreciate

ill take a look at it, pm me the link