I read diary that i wrote when i was in highschool

[toolateforme]

i found my diary on internet app i wrote when i was in highschool before and i just read it.
it was filled with brutal memory that not having friends and being outcasted.(i was awkward and really shy)
i wrote my envy towards non virgins and my desire to be popular and be friends with attractive girls.
one said i was so lonely because i had no one to spend christmas with when everywhere were lightened up with beautiful decorations, covered up with beautiful snow..
i constantly wrote i would've been so much popular and better with girls if i were good looking, resentment towards my facial unattractiveness like long midface, flat face, receded hairline etc..
and i recalled the bad memory that my parents were devorced and had no money so i lived with my mom in really small container too with my mom's boyfriend.
i deleted whole diary after reading it because i felt so bad and disturbed.

 

[Yummyinmytummy]

 

[WhiskeyCocaine]

You should write a Manifesto of your upbringing in Korea ...

 

[toolateforme]

You should write a Manifesto of your upbringing in Korea ...

I dont think korea is wrong. It's just genetically inferior.

 

[MajinBuu]

shouldn't have deleted it, you should have sent it to me, reading disturbing stuff is my #64534 hobby, right next to posting on lookism

it's not like you can blank out your hs period, they're gonna have a much more meaningful impact than everything that follows after your brain is fully developed (circa 24years of age), rather accept it and cope however you can or work on the reason you're unfulfilled, be it your face or whatever

 

[toolateforme]

shouldn't have deleted it, you should have sent it to me, reading disturbing stuff is my #64534 hobby, right next to posting on lookism

it's not like you can blank out your hs period, they're gonna have a much more meaningful impact than everything that follows after your brain is fully developed (circa 24years of age), rather accept it and cope however you can or work on the reason you're unfulfilled, be it your face or whatever

I mire you having multiple hobbies.
It was full korean so you couldnt have read it anyways.