Update: I thought I was autistic but I'm actually schizo

is getting checked out worth it? idk where to go, i haven't gone to my main doctor in a bit. I relate to this except the schizo part, but I have similar things where I'll only wear certain colors/clothes & i'm extremely non nt, no intrest to socialize with others & even if i do i just can't cuz of 0 social skills. I don't trust anybody. & i'm 17 and turn 18 in a month
and my mom is schizo for these past months and thinking shes comitted crimes when she hasn't.
 
is getting checked out worth it? idk where to go, i haven't gone to my main doctor in a bit. I relate to this except the schizo part, but I have similar things where I'll only wear certain colors/clothes & i'm extremely non nt, no intrest to socialize with others & even if i do i just can't cuz of 0 social skills. I don't trust anybody. & i'm 17 and turn 18 in a month
and my mom is schizo for these past months and thinking shes comitted crimes when she hasn't.
It depends on whether or not you want to know what you have and If you want to try to change your behavior
 
I posted a thread a while ago about how I suspected that I was autistic, mainly due to my social awkwardness and over analyzing everything. I found out, however, that I'm actually schizotypal. I was diagnosed as schizotypal and adhd in my teens but always ignored it but it's true. I have severe social paranoia. I constantly feel like people are talking about me when I leave class to go to the bathroom. It's hard for me to read peoples facial expressions. I often feel like everyone in the class is looking at me weird as if they all secretly hate me.

I talk in a strange way and say alot of metaphorical shit. Some people find it interesting but most normies get confused when I talk in that way. I also dress in all black because wearing colors bothers me. I have a very distinct style and I always dress weird. When I was younger I used to go to school with a shirt on my head. I also like to wear capes like I'm some kind of wizard. It makes me feel mystical. I've also hallucinated and heard voices during psychotic breaks, and I've even had full blown delusions but luckily it was short lived. I often have strange dreams and believe that I can see the future through them, and I can.

I thought I had ocd because I like to perform weird rituals where I count things or else something bad happens, but I realized it's a form of magical thinking; which is a symptom of schizotypal personality disorder. I believe basically every superstition you can think of i.e. don't cross a black cat's path, it's bad luck to open an umbrella in doors, everything. I also always had a fascination with the occult, even buying occult magic books. Apparently this is another indicator of the disorder JFL

The fucked up part is that people with the disorder often have no friends because they are so weird and have a hard time connecting with others. It's actually worse than being an aspie because even autistic people feel that something is off with me JFL

I don't care though I like being schizo; fuck normies; they're all boring anyway
People call me SergeantSchizo. The SchizoGod (fantasy Bible SergeantAutist 17:18)
Where mentioned SergeantSchizo is the one Who Discovered Schizophrenia made by Yahudis.
 
I posted a thread a while ago about how I suspected that I was autistic, mainly due to my social awkwardness and over analyzing everything. I found out, however, that I'm actually schizotypal. I was diagnosed as schizotypal and adhd in my teens but always ignored it but it's true. I have severe social paranoia. I constantly feel like people are talking about me when I leave class to go to the bathroom. It's hard for me to read peoples facial expressions. I often feel like everyone in the class is looking at me weird as if they all secretly hate me.

I talk in a strange way and say alot of metaphorical shit. Some people find it interesting but most normies get confused when I talk in that way. I also dress in all black because wearing colors bothers me. I have a very distinct style and I always dress weird. When I was younger I used to go to school with a shirt on my head. I also like to wear capes like I'm some kind of wizard. It makes me feel mystical. I've also hallucinated and heard voices during psychotic breaks, and I've even had full blown delusions but luckily it was short lived. I often have strange dreams and believe that I can see the future through them, and I can.

I thought I had ocd because I like to perform weird rituals where I count things or else something bad happens, but I realized it's a form of magical thinking; which is a symptom of schizotypal personality disorder. I believe basically every superstition you can think of i.e. don't cross a black cat's path, it's bad luck to open an umbrella in doors, everything. I also always had a fascination with the occult, even buying occult magic books. Apparently this is another indicator of the disorder JFL

The fucked up part is that people with the disorder often have no friends because they are so weird and have a hard time connecting with others. It's actually worse than being an aspie because even autistic people feel that something is off with me JFL

I don't care though I like being schizo; fuck normies; they're all boring anyway
werent you a femboy or smth`?
 
Wow. This really hit home.

For most of my life I assumed that I was on the autism spectrum. More recently, I started questioning this and just assumed that I was "aneurotypical". But after reading this, I'm beginning to think that I may be schizophrenic, because it's true that even autists think I'm weird and are put off by me.
 
It’s funny because today this girl told me that I’m psychic as fuck JFL. The thing is when our professor was assigning groups randomly I felt that we would be put in the same group and it happened. Crazy that she made that psychic comment today just as we are all posting in this thread
I've actually had many dreams that predicted the future throughout my life. These prophetic dreams always come the day before the events happen in real life.

- On the night of Sep 10, 2001, I had a very vivid dream of a helicopter crashing in lower Manhattan. There was a big fire, and people were running in panic in the streets. I was running with them, and I remember a few Hasidic Jews running with me. This dream was so real, I could hear my breath as I ran through the streets, trying to escape the fire.

- Another dream I recall off the top of my head was of me riding on the subway. The train comes to a station stop and the doors open. A man gets out of his seat and exits the train. A woman, sitting not far calls out to him, "sir, you forgot your umbrella!". He hurries back and retrieves it from her hand and rushes out before the train doors close.
Would you believe that the next day, the same exact sequence of events took place when I rode the subway? When it happened, I became slightly dizzy, thinking I was in the Twilight Zone.

I could go on and on with dozens of similar clairvoyant dreams, but it's too much to type.

I have no explanation of how this could be possible. My only guess is there may be a scientific explanation, maybe something to do with time and space and relativity.
 

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