Update: I thought I was autistic but I'm actually schizo

[Toad]

Yup, late read jfl

I just wanted to ask, did you ever have sudden outbursts of anger and did you act on them?

Yeah I spazz out a lot

 

[chris182]

is getting checked out worth it? idk where to go, i haven't gone to my main doctor in a bit. I relate to this except the schizo part, but I have similar things where I'll only wear certain colors/clothes & i'm extremely non nt, no intrest to socialize with others & even if i do i just can't cuz of 0 social skills. I don't trust anybody. & i'm 17 and turn 18 in a month
and my mom is schizo for these past months and thinking shes comitted crimes when she hasn't.

 

[Toad]

is getting checked out worth it? idk where to go, i haven't gone to my main doctor in a bit. I relate to this except the schizo part, but I have similar things where I'll only wear certain colors/clothes & i'm extremely non nt, no intrest to socialize with others & even if i do i just can't cuz of 0 social skills. I don't trust anybody. & i'm 17 and turn 18 in a month
and my mom is schizo for these past months and thinking shes comitted crimes when she hasn't.

It depends on whether or not you want to know what you have and If you want to try to change your behavior

 

[Nazi Germany]

I posted a thread a while ago about how I suspected that I was autistic, mainly due to my social awkwardness and over analyzing everything. I found out, however, that I'm actually schizotypal. I was diagnosed as schizotypal and adhd in my teens but always ignored it but it's true. I have severe social paranoia. I constantly feel like people are talking about me when I leave class to go to the bathroom. It's hard for me to read peoples facial expressions. I often feel like everyone in the class is looking at me weird as if they all secretly hate me.

I talk in a strange way and say alot of metaphorical shit. Some people find it interesting but most normies get confused when I talk in that way. I also dress in all black because wearing colors bothers me. I have a very distinct style and I always dress weird. When I was younger I used to go to school with a shirt on my head. I also like to wear capes like I'm some kind of wizard. It makes me feel mystical. I've also hallucinated and heard voices during psychotic breaks, and I've even had full blown delusions but luckily it was short lived. I often have strange dreams and believe that I can see the future through them, and I can.

I thought I had ocd because I like to perform weird rituals where I count things or else something bad happens, but I realized it's a form of magical thinking; which is a symptom of schizotypal personality disorder. I believe basically every superstition you can think of i.e. don't cross a black cat's path, it's bad luck to open an umbrella in doors, everything. I also always had a fascination with the occult, even buying occult magic books. Apparently this is another indicator of the disorder JFL

The fucked up part is that people with the disorder often have no friends because they are so weird and have a hard time connecting with others. It's actually worse than being an aspie because even autistic people feel that something is off with me JFL

I don't care though I like being schizo; fuck normies; they're all boring anyway

People call me SergeantSchizo. The SchizoGod (fantasy Bible SergeantAutist 17:18)
Where mentioned SergeantSchizo is the one Who Discovered Schizophrenia made by Yahudis.