i realize how peaceful it is not to talk to anyone

[LettersfromAgartha]

I realize the stress ive underwent is trying to talk to others who forget who you are. I realized the classes where i talk to absolutely no one, not even say a word unless someone talks to me is where i find peace. My whole life ive spent trying to people please because i feel that silence is awkward and that i needed to fill that silence with meaningless talk so i dont feel weird. Growing up i was a mutie and when i began speaking, i had a bad stutter. i realize in those times i was silent, i was happy. All the stress i had to go through to get rid of my stutter, trying to engage in meaningless small talk with others is all pointless. i dont feel at peace. When i was gone in the psych ward, the only question anyone asked was "where were you?". From now on, im going to only talk to people who come to me first because no one ever comes to me to talk.

 

[Frenulum]

clavicular ahh thread

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

clavicular ahh thread

what the fuck is your signature.

 

[Frenulum]

what the fuck is your signature.

spilled glue

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

spilled glue

who the fuck did a cum tribute on your profile

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

this has a bell curve to it btw

 

[Caravan]

I realize the stress ive underwent is trying to talk to others who forget who you are. I realized the classes where i talk to absolutely no one, not even say a word unless someone talks to me is where i find peace. My whole life ive spent trying to people please because i feel that silence is awkward and that i needed to fill that silence with meaningless talk so i dont feel weird. Growing up i was a mutie and when i began speaking, i had a bad stutter. i realize in those times i was silent, i was happy. All the stress i had to go through to get rid of my stutter, trying to engage in meaningless small talk with others is all pointless. i dont feel at peace. When i was gone in the psych ward, the only question anyone asked was "where were you?". From now on, im going to only talk to people who come to me first because no one ever comes to me to talk.

Ngas moving like black noir @Mogs Me

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

this has a bell curve to it btw

whats that

 

[ghoulmania]

been doing that and suddenly a group of mfs from a diff school said they knew me and shit, and then we became hbs in the same day chill ass ppl ong. You can only fit with the group that lets u fit

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

whats that

u either talk to no one so no interaction-induced stress

or

so commonly make convo with strangers whenever you can that you just cant get stressed from it

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

been doing that and suddenly a group of mfs from a diff school said they knew me and shit, and then we became hbs in the same day chill ass ppl ong. You can only fit with the group that lets u fit

thats what i realize. i met better friends at the psych ward than people i see at school. ive began hating everyone at my school. they dont care about me. i cant stand these people man im losing it

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

u either talk to no one so no interaction-induced stress

or

so commonly make convo with strangers whenever you can that you just cant get stressed from it

i can talk. i just dont feel like i can connect with others. i feel like i dont belong.

 

[xX_ovrb4itstrtd_Xx]

i can talk. i just dont feel like i can connect with others. i feel like i dont belong.

ill take it as fact that your personality type is an outlier or unique or whatever

but u gotta realize that small talk is a practice, a skill, something you choose to hone your ability in and get better at. not just normie ramble (though there are some true normgroids that spend their whole life just small talking)

best people ive met and have in my life were the ones who i started off small-talking with, realized i could cut through the bullshit with them based off the small talk interaction, and the rest is just time spent together.

i do not know you for shit but i would bet everything i have that you would benefit more from having a circle of just like, 2-3 people as compared to just yourself. nigga you are a human being we are not designed to go "rogue" lmao

 

[LettersfromAgartha]

ill take it as fact that your personality type is an outlier or unique or whatever

but u gotta realize that small talk is a practice, a skill, something you choose to hone your ability in and get better at. not just normie ramble (though there are some true normgroids that spend their whole life just small talking)

best people ive met and have in my life were the ones who i started off small-talking with, realized i could cut through the bullshit with them based off the small talk interaction, and the rest is just time spent together.

i do not know you for shit but i would bet everything i have that you would benefit more from having a circle of just like, 2-3 people as compared to just yourself. nigga you are a human being we are not designed to go "rogue" lmao

im trying to find a circle of a few people i feel like i can belong too but youre right. small talk is really a practice, one ive been trying to get good at. idk ive been trying to be a normie but i cant stand trying to be around them