i realized there is literally no difference whether i try or not try to become smarter, in the end its the same, cuz if u focus on x u miss out on y

[_MVP_]

example: ok u learn math for 7 days. then u got better at math.
but in those 7 days without learning math i could have learned another things, or simply came up with some new cool thoughts, i wouldnt have come up if i focused on math.

i mean i still believe in nootropics, take it.

but it really doesnt matter what u do, whether u learn, whether u work or not

only the thing is, actually trying is harder, so NOT TRYING IS SUPERIOR

 

[_MVP_]

but u won't be able to Sustain the Focus on it cuz WAITING HURTS, so i still recommend Focusing on destroying humanity. i mean if u Focus on waiting or doing Nothing which is the same, it will hurt you.

 

[PickleTheSlayer]

Look into icanstudy by Justin sung. Addresses most of the stuff you mentioned