I really destroyed my self esteem and looks

[Deleted member 5893]

i can't feel emotions as much before this site also in 2015, everything was fine I thought better than I do recently. Only thing I think I can right now is to workout, I don't really feel attracted anymore with females instead of feeling guilt and ashamed of even getting an attraction. should've never even knew what the internet was, I would've been okay with thinking the so called blue pill or coping myself away with saying i'm attractive and not every female are the same. the internet caused to look like bloated blob fish looking ass. know what i'll just become someone else, become a chameleon, no one noticing me, Brain filled with dopemine and no sadness or not even hearing about what depression was. life was truly great, had a bunch of friends, girls liked me but i didn't care about them at all. my back now torn up I need to go to the hospital and focus on myself rather than having bdd checking every incorrect i think of my body shape. its like i'm skinny but fat and bloated in the face which is weird. wow, why did I ended up here, But I will gain enough money to at least change my nose and any other negative features I have. My brain is so lost without you tube or music, it's really destroying me physically and mentally. really need to stop asking people for rating even when I didn't even did any improvement of what they told me to change. just trying to try different angles to make myself to look decent but it can only change by surgery. so im sorry for spamming myself on here and not posting anything interesting only shit posts or asking giga retard questions so good luck guys, im really out this time. might come back after i get surgery nd working out and seeing a tremendous difference.

 

[Lawyer]

im really out this time.

See you tomorrow.

 

[Deleted member 1476]

Black pill has destroyed me too

 

[SeiGun]

yea, the first time i discovered blackpill it fucked with my mind

 

[IncelsBraincels]

Before I was blackpilled I used to have many female friends ngl
inb4 chad
tbh

 

[Deleted member 5893]

See you tomorrow.

for what

 

[ChoSeungHui]

I was born blackpilled, son. U mirin?

 

[Deleted member 1476]

I was born blackpilled, son. U mirin?

I was born with hope which makes it all the more painful

 

[Lawyer]

for what

To keep bullying you relentlessly.

 

[RAITEIII]

i can't feel emotions as much before this site also in 2015, everything was fine I thought better than I do recently. Only thing I think I can right now is to workout, I don't really feel attracted anymore with females instead of feeling guilt and ashamed of even getting an attraction. should've never even knew what the internet was, I would've been okay with thinking the so called blue pill or coping myself away with saying i'm attractive and not every female are the same. the internet caused to look like bloated blob fish looking ass. know what i'll just become someone else, become a chameleon, no one noticing me, Brain filled with dopemine and no sadness or not even hearing about what depression was. life was truly great, had a bunch of friends, girls liked me but i didn't care about them at all. my back now torn up I need to go to the hospital and focus on myself rather than having bdd checking every incorrect i think of my body shape. its like i'm skinny but fat and bloated in the face which is weird. wow, why did I ended up here, But I will gain enough money to at least change my nose and any other negative features I have. My brain is so lost without you tube or music, it's really destroying me physically and mentally. really need to stop asking people for rating even when I didn't even did any improvement of what they told me to change. just trying to try different angles to make myself to look decent but it can only change by surgery. so im sorry for spamming myself on here and not posting anything interesting only shit posts or asking giga retard questions so good luck guys, im really out this time. might come back after i get surgery nd working out and seeing a tremendous difference.

Paragraph max. Put emotions aside, money max looksmax, look better, look good, slay maxx ltr maxx enjoy maxx

 

[Deleted member 5893]

blackpill has made my life far better and it’s only going to continue on this trend

cool