Venting I really loved my oneitis

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When I asked her for sex, I didn't do it because I was super horny. I did it cause I really wanted to do it with her, I wanted to make "love" with the girl. It was not an impulse, it was a desire. It wasn't about getting off, it was about sharing such experience with the person you love.

I didn't even get a boner when making out with her. Because she meant something to me, she was more than a fucktoy, a lot more.

And when she agreed to coming to my house, I was the happiest person on the planet. I wasn't horny, I wasn't sex obsessed. It was a different feeling, like I was gonna ascend past that. Porn meant nothing to me at the time, all I had in my mind was having a good time with her. I felt like a complete human being. I felt like I had everything in the world, I didn't care about other girls, she was all I wanted.

But of course, she changed her mind and I was heartbroken. I almost passed out when she told me we should leave it cause she didn't feel like it. It was like i got stabbed in the heart or smth. It hurted a lot more than when she rejected me in HS cause this time, there was more at stake.
 
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When I asked her for sex, I didn't do it because I was super horny. I did it cause I really wanted to do it with her, I wanted to make "love" with the girl. It was not an impulse, it was a desire. It wasn't about getting off, it was about sharing such experience with the person you love.

I didn't even get a boner when making out with her. Because she meant something to me, she was more than a fucktoy, a lot more.

And when she agreed to coming to my house, I was the happiest person on the planet. I wasn't horny, I wasn't sex obsessed. It was a different feeling, like I was gonna ascend past that. Porn meant nothing to me at the time, all I had in my mind was having a good time with her. I felt like a complete human being. I felt like I had everything in the world, I didn't care about other girls, she was all I wanted.

But of course, she changed her mind and I was heartbroken. I almost passed out when she told me we should leave it cause she didn't feel like it. It was like i got stabbed in the heart or smth. It hurted a lot more than when she rejected me in HS cause this time, there was more at stake.
The way you describe her is beautiful, ngl.:feelsbadman:
 
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I am also plagued by seeing my oneitis in school a lot of times. I generally don't talk to her because she is taken and I am a subhuman
 
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I am also plagued by seeing my oneitis in school a lot of times. I generally don't talk to her because she is taken and I am a subhuman

Oneitis is a fucking drug man. When i was 17, I had to see her at least once per week otherwise I got severely depressed. I got depressed even when I saw her but I would get so much more depressed if I didn't. I was extremely emotionally dependant on her.

One time, I asked her to meet me and told her off but in reality I did that cause I wanted to be around her. It was all a facade to mask my true feelings. I just couldn't admit to her that I loved her so I pretended to be some butthurt guy who wanted sex and she put me in my place of course
 
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Oneitis is a fucking drug man. When i was 17, I had to see her at least once per week otherwise I got severely depressed. I got depressed even when I saw her but I would get so much more depressed if I didn't. I was extremely emotionally dependant on her.

One time, I asked her to meet me and told her off but in reality I did that cause I wanted to be around her. It was all a facade to mask my true feelings. I just couldn't admit to her that I loved her so I pretended to be some butthurt guy who wanted sex and she put me in my place of course
Yeah it is a curse. The only thing that one needs to consider is not becoming a cuck. Do not let her use you no matter how bad it is
 
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Yeah it is a curse. The only thing that one needs to consider is not becoming a cuck. Do not let her use you no matter how bad it is
She doesn't even want to use me. She wanted me out of her life. She sees me as a threat. I think she even changed her phone number to avoid me
 
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She doesn't even want to use me. She wanted me out of her life. She sees me as a threat. I think she even changed her phone number to avoid me
Im glad she used u like that. You are clearly mentally retarded and there should be taken maximum advantage of people like you. You are the type of retards that get scammed by obvious baits and dwell on it for the rest of their life. Degenerate human being in his natural habitat. I actually enjoyed the suffering you went through.
 
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Im glad she used u like that. You are clearly mentally retarded and there should be taken maximum advantage of people like you. You are the type of retards that get scammed by obvious baits and dwell on it for the rest of their life. Degenerate human being in his natural habitat. I actually enjoyed the suffering you went through.
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