I really wish i wasn't so unlucky and lazy in life.

[Deleted member 3043]

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

 

[IWILLMAKEIT]

Just become delusional with your situation
It creates a feedback loop
If you feel good your outcome will be better so your real life situation will improve
Plus depression lowers test etc so getting out of it is in your looksmaxxing benefit
Like a winning streak almost

 

[WadlowMaxxing]

tfw you realize you wasted 127d 17h 7m of your life on circular arguments with retards on a male self improvement forum

 

[Deleted member 9048]

ethnic circle jerk tags

@brbbrah @sytyl @TheCopefulCurry

 

[turkproducer]

you shouldn’t live for your parents goals, you need to do what makes you happy

 

[Deleted member 4014]

Just become delusional with your situation
It creates a feedback loop
If you feel good your outcome will be better so your real life situation will improve
Plus depression lowers test etc so getting out of it is in your looksmaxxing benefit
Like a winning streak almost

Can attest to this. I forced myself to positively think and cope through meditation and affirmations for months which actually genuinely improved my situation so much. Weird thing is, your brain can't tell the difference between imagination and reality so if you start imagining good scenerios happening in your life and feel the emotions you'd feel like those scenerios have already happened then your situation will improve

 

[Deleted member 3043]

you shouldn’t live for your parents goals, you need to do what makes you happy

i could, but not making them happy will also make me unhappy given how much they did for me.
Why has it to be that i wasn't self aware of myself, of my situation, to change it in due time?
It's only my fault.
Depression is a meme, i failed and i deserve my fate. I just hope to not make those i like to become sad.
Which is also probably a wishful thinking.
I even got decently good results given the little time i worked hard. It has so to happen that i did sabotage myself.

 

[Deleted member 3043]

Can attest to this. I forced myself to positively think and cope through meditation and affirmations for months which actually genuinely improved my situation so much. Weird thing is, your brain can't tell the difference between imagination and reality so if you start imagining good scenerios happening in your life and feel the emotions you'd feel like those scenerios have already happened then your situation will improve

I will try, but what if the most important moment of your life - most likely for a long moment - you failed in it, and this only by sabotating yourself?

 

[getra]

i could, but not making them happy will also make me unhappy given how much they did for me.
Why has it to be that i wasn't self aware of myself, of my situation, to change it in due time?
It's only my fault.
Depression is a meme, i failed and i deserve my fate. I just hope to not make those i like to become sad.
Which is also probably a wishful thinking.
I even got decently good results given the little time i worked hard. It has so to happen that i did sabotage myself.

This place will make or break you. Some of us are just not mentally built for it. It will take all the ego you ever had, all the fuel in your mind and burn it to some degree. If you want to make your family proud you should. Reality may not be as bad as we say it is. Who knows. Some people here (no disrespect) are legitimately mentally ill. That’s already somewhat of a red flag. I ignore my own advice which is hypocritical, but even then it’s taken it’s toll on me as well.

 

[Jagged0]

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

Listened to this while reading this post

 

[Deleted member 3043]

This place will make or break you. Some of us are just not mentally built for it. It will take all the ego you ever had, all the fuel in your mind and burn it to some degree. If you want to make your family proud you should. Reality may not be as bad as we say it is. Who knows. Some people here (no disrespect) are legitimately mentally ill. That’s already somewhat of a red flag. I ignore my own advice which is hypocritical, but even then it’s taken it’s toll on me as well.

This forum is only good if you'r the opposite of super sensitive, and very self aware on things that matter, way more than looks.
Some things i wish i knew. But when you'r in the loop, you just can't feel or do anything, everything seems so enjoyable.
That much, that even the best student will be breaken in half and will fail while everyone else, bluepilled to the core, will continue their road, and suceed, despite having less capabilities.

Was it my fate? Or am i totally responsible? Probably the later. I just wish there were a comeback.

 

[justadude]

how old are u and why is it too late

 

[Deleted member 3043]

how old are u and why is it too late

23. I was getting the best grades for the 4 years of my life in uni - needs 5 as most EU unis to get a decent grade -, but then, last year discovered the blackpill, got depressed, and refused to give exams. Asked to do it again this year, got depressed and came back into psl again in november. So much into "depression", that i actually studied for a whole year exam only the day before, to get 50/100, while i needed at least 70/100. And i can't start it again. The second semester basically this year won't count.

 

[Deleted member 10987]

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

You are YAMNAYA

 

[Deleted member 7076]

nobody dies wishing they studied harder

just get off this site tbh

 

[Deleted member 3583]

the original kurds had white skin and blue eyes. but disgusting shitskin ethnics came and stole the pure white skinned and blue eyed girls, and raped them.

 

[Deleted member 3043]

nobody dies wishing they studied harder

just get off this site tbh

this is true, but this was the sole thing i had to do in life...
You'r also leaving on the same day i had this sad realization and my day of birth. I hope it will turn out well, i can't cope anymore, i need to face reality.

 

[Deleted member 4612]

Listened to this while reading this post

classic jam intro

 

[Ritalincell]

23. I was getting the best grades for the 4 years of my life in uni - needs 5 as most EU unis to get a decent grade -, but then, last year discovered the blackpill, got depressed, and refused to give exams. Asked to do it again this year, got depressed and came back into psl again in november. So much into "depression", that i actually studied for a whole year exam only the day before, to get 50/100, while i needed at least 70/100. And i can't start it again. The second semester basically this year won't count.

What were u studying

 

[Deleted member 9072]

what do you mean best job?

you missed your chance?

are you in grad school or undergrad

you sitll have time to change things around and get a good paying job

 

[Deleted member 3043]

What were u studying

Mostly financial and tax law.

 

[Deleted member 9072]

23. I was getting the best grades for the 4 years of my life in uni - needs 5 as most EU unis to get a decent grade -, but then, last year discovered the blackpill, got depressed, and refused to give exams. Asked to do it again this year, got depressed and came back into psl again in november. So much into "depression", that i actually studied for a whole year exam only the day before, to get 50/100, while i needed at least 70/100. And i can't start it again. The second semester basically this year won't count.

so you failed how many semesters in total?
one two jfl?
you still have time

 

[Deleted member 9072]

the original kurds had white skin and blue eyes. but disgusting shitskin ethnics came and stole the pure white skinned and blue eyed girls, and raped them.

ion think it was rape bro

the shitskins were just too dark triad and had dark lookz

women couldn't resist

 

[Deleted member 3043]

you missed your chance?

are you in grad school or undergrad

I guess it's the equivalent of grad school, like my last year mostly.

you sitll have time to change things around and get a good paying job

only possible jobs that are lessly seen in current era, and not as respected.
For me, i don't care. but i refused to study medecine while my dad really would have loved to because i knew i couldn't suceed while seeing blood, so i did choose this field... and failed, in the last step, by my own autism. imagine the inner shame. I'm lower than i ever thought.

 

[Deleted member 3043]

so you failed how many semesters in total?
one two jfl?
you still have time

Given the date of applications, and the time for the results of the second semester, it will probably not impact anything sadly.
Corona fucked everything.

 

[Deleted member 3583]

ion think it was rape bro

the shitskins were just too dark triad and had dark lookz

women couldn't resist

facts but we'll let streege cope since hes down rn

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

facts but we'll let streege cope since hes down rn

White skinned, light eyed Turks mog bro and they still exist so ethnics didn't win the war just yet tbh.

 

[Deleted member 3583]

White skinned, light eyed Turks mog bro and they still exist so ethnics didn't win the war just yet tbh.

stopped reading after seeing the wretched word (allah forgive me for uttering it) "turk" in the corner of my eye

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

stopped reading after seeing the wretched word (allah forgive me for uttering it) "turk" in the corner of my eye

 

[Deleted member 3583]

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u put me on hard with that jay sean song in ur sig ngl. FIRE.

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

u put me on hard with that jay sean song in ur sig ngl. FIRE.

Mogger Curry song bhai ngl, gonna jam to it while doing my next shot of vodka

 

[Baldingman1998]

the original kurds had white skin and blue eyes. but disgusting shitskin ethnics came and stole the pure white skinned and blue eyed girls, and raped them.

So basically Muslims jfl

 

[Deleted member 3583]

Mogger Curry song bhai ngl, gonna jam to it while doing my next shot of vodka

@streege we need to help this brother. alcohol is the work of the devil

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

@streege we need to help this brother. alcohol is the work of the devil

I have to drink to cope with not being 6.5 PSL

 

[Deleted member 3043]

@streege we need to help this brother. alcohol is the work of the devil

Indeed. Stay away from the devil. If you'r a yamnaya civilian, it's your duty to spare your blood. @Be_ConfidentBro

 

[SendMePicsToRate]

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

If you wanna go into more detail about what is going wrong feel free to send me a dm

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

You are by far my favourite person on here, you are one of the only people on here who values a traditional households and values over being promiscuous.

I really hope you get through your troubles bro.

 

[curryslayerordeath]

jfl @ u mentally weak subhumans

just do shit n stop being such a bitch, youve already been here for 2 years lmfao

 

[turkproducer]

i could, but not making them happy will also make me unhappy given how much they did for me.
Why has it to be that i wasn't self aware of myself, of my situation, to change it in due time?
It's only my fault.
Depression is a meme, i failed and i deserve my fate. I just hope to not make those i like to become sad.
Which is also probably a wishful thinking.
I even got decently good results given the little time i worked hard. It has so to happen that i did sabotage myself.

you don’t have to make them unhappy in the process bro

if they are unhappy at you doing whats make you happy that’s bad on them

 

[Deleted member 4696]

srs?dont feel sad or depressed and if you need anything just pm me bro,you can tell me about your problems if that helps but try to stay strong

 

[Deleted member 4014]

I will try, but what if the most important moment of your life - most likely for a long moment - you failed in it, and this only by sabotating yourself?

The only constant in life is time. You can never know when the most important moment of your life is because there is only ever the present moment. People suffer more in imagination then they do in reality and by saying that you’re sabotaging yourself by thinking positively in the present moment is frankly insanity. You create the paradigm and rules you set for your life through the thought loop patterns you chose to accept. If you think you’ve won, you have. If you think you lost, you have. If you think you have missed your opportunity then you have. I don’t expect too many people on this forum to understand this concept, but it is your duty if you want to live a life you love to understand it.

 

[Deleted member 4014]

It’s too easy to succumb to nihilism and just think “the blackpill is the way it is and my situation isn’t down to my control.” Realise that if you don’t like feeling a certain way you have every single ability to change it. I suggest watching this video if you want to learn something about your mindset and yourself

 

[Deleted member 3043]

It’s too easy to succumb to nihilism and just think “the blackpill is the way it is and my situation isn’t down to my control.” Realise that if you don’t like feeling a certain way you have every single ability to change it. I suggest watching this video if you want to learn something about your mindset and yourself

thank you

 

[Hollywood]

Depression due to the blackpill is one of the worst to happen.
Quarantine only was a vector of it.
I'll may be never make my parents happy by getting in the best job i was close to get because of it, and it's pretty much over.
Looks don't matter as much for me, or for people in the same typical traditional mindset family.
I had one job at life, and it's probably now definitively a miss.
It may sound shocking for most of you, but i was raised in the hope of making my parents hope become true, for all the suffering they had to get.
And i'm probably not even able to do that...

Why did i not see that i was digging my own intellectual grave? Is it what depression is and was like? to not care about what matter in life, and just rot, and feel like everyday is the same, tasteless?

Why has it to happen to me while i lacked in nothing in life and was raised well, not even lacking in looks, not even intelligence wise.

What a comedy i'm doing of myself. Do i deserve even one bit of mercy? I don't genuinely know, i would tend to not think of it, nor believing in it.

@brbbrah @TheCopefulCurry

My fellow bro read my last post. I am feeling 0-10 now, worst ever. Crazy things happened tonight cant even talk about it. But I will fix that things again. Love

 

[Deleted member 11053]

I need this guy advice hope he come back

 

[Deleted member 12303]

I need this guy advice hope he come back

Actions speak louder than words. Take his advice and gtfo here

 

[Deleted member 6723]

i wonder who this deleted user is

 

[BrendioEEE]

Roped