i reek of insecurity

[pexy]

been slowly realising

how anxious/insecure i appear publicly

like i was hanging with my friends last week

they were all having fun and singing karaoke whilst i sat there watching like a retard and didn’t even join in

even after they pleaded me to several times

i always speak so quietly and never hold eye contact

im such a yes man who does not hold his ground and stand on his beliefs

i’ll just go with their flow to avoid personal confrontation and conflict

i only speak when spoken to, so i do not come across as a pleasant, approachable or engaging person

even if i may be interested in them and want to ask more questions, i don’t

happiest day in a neurodivergent man’s life

@Mansur
@Prøphet

 

[pexy]

bump

 

[Jordan Barrett]

bump

Anxious bump

 

[pexy]

Anxious bump

double anxious bump

 

[Jordan Barrett]

double anxious bump

 

[Geoff2024]

Anxious bump

your pfp makes me wanna smoke again

 

[Prøphet]

same

the entire way you conduct yourself and micro mannerisms you give off is a visual indicator of your historical identity

almost impossible to fake because of how intimately and subconsciously it is influenced by years of either positive or negative reinforcements

its over

 

[Jordan Barrett]

your pfp makes me wanna smoke again

Lol i fear it will not give you hollow cheeks

 

[Geoff2024]

Lol i fear it will not give you hollow cheeks

I am a chud but smoking is worth it bhai

 

[Jordan Barrett]

I am a chud but smoking is worth it bhai

Ig bro

 

[romanstock]

Meanwhile I was the first to do karaoke in Bali and still virgin.

 

[Geoff2024]

I used to be like that then I got so angry at myself for missing out on life that I decided it was enough.

 

[Geoff2024]

Ig bro

I have no other joys in life

 

[Fledermaus]

been slowly realising

how anxious/insecure i appear publicly

like i was hanging with my friends last week

they were all having fun and singing karaoke whilst i sat there watching like a retard and didn’t even join in

even after they pleaded me to several times

i always speak so quietly and never hold eye contact

im such a yes man who does not hold his ground and stand on his beliefs

i’ll just go with their flow to avoid personal confrontation and conflict

i only speak when spoken to, so i do not come across as a pleasant, approachable or engaging person

even if i may be interested in them and want to ask more questions, i don’t

happiest day in a neurodivergent man’s life

@Mansur
@Prøphet

mirin pisscel

 

[Jordan Barrett]

I have no other joys in life

Understandable

 

[pexy]

mirin pisscel

pisscel?

 

[Fledermaus]

pisscel?

your name colour

 

[pexy]

I used to be like that then I got so angry at myself for missing out on life that I decided it was enough.

im angry at myself too

hard to get out the cycle when you’re still ugly

 

[pexy]

Meanwhile I was the first to do karaoke in Bali and still virgin.

guess it’s all looks at the end of the day

 

[pexy]

same

the entire way you conduct yourself and micro mannerisms you give off is a visual indicator of your historical identity

almost impossible to fake because of how intimately and subconsciously it is influenced by years of either positive or negative reinforcements

its over

yeah exactly

people born attractive have a vastly different aroma to those who had to work to get there

these minor details stick with you all the way

what’s the point of being HTN if a girl asks me to take my pants off and i freeze up and go mute haha

really sucks

 

[Mansur]

are you someone whos a friend to everyone?

 

[pexy]

are you someone whos a friend to everyone?

nah

i only have a few

i still have the same friends i made back when i was 13 and bluepilled

haven’t made new friends since then

 

[Geoff2024]

im angry at myself too

hard to get out the cycle when you’re still ugly

I am ugly brother just decided to live a bit for me sake

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

been slowly realising

how anxious/insecure i appear publicly

like i was hanging with my friends last week

they were all having fun and singing karaoke whilst i sat there watching like a retard and didn’t even join in

even after they pleaded me to several times

i always speak so quietly and never hold eye contact

im such a yes man who does not hold his ground and stand on his beliefs

i’ll just go with their flow to avoid personal confrontation and conflict

i only speak when spoken to, so i do not come across as a pleasant, approachable or engaging person

even if i may be interested in them and want to ask more questions, i don’t

happiest day in a neurodivergent man’s life

@Mansur
@Prøphet

I've noticed this in myself too. I speak way too quietly, to the point where I can't even speak loudly without sounding like a screaming sperg. A couple of my uni classmates have even asked me if Im autistic or ND cuz of how quiet I am

 

[pexy]

I am ugly brother just decided to live a bit for me sake
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not bad looking

 

[pexy]

I've noticed this in myself too. I speak way too quietly, to the point where I can't even speak loudly without sounding like a screaming sperg. A couple of my uni classmates have even asked me if Im autistic or ND cuz of how quiet I am

how were you able to make friends at uni given you possess these qualities?

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

how were you able to make friends at uni given you possess these qualities?

They're just classmates, acquaintances at best. I have one friend in uni and that "friendship" exists only because we live close by and commute together.
Recently took a week off uni to rest and none of them even bothered to send a message, or even a reel my way, so yeah we're just "friends" on campus

 

[Geoff2024]

not bad looking

U prolly aren't bad looking either

 

[iLdar]

 

[jindin]

been slowly realising

how anxious/insecure i appear publicly

like i was hanging with my friends last week

they were all having fun and singing karaoke whilst i sat there watching like a retard and didn’t even join in

even after they pleaded me to several times

i always speak so quietly and never hold eye contact

im such a yes man who does not hold his ground and stand on his beliefs

i’ll just go with their flow to avoid personal confrontation and conflict

i only speak when spoken to, so i do not come across as a pleasant, approachable or engaging person

even if i may be interested in them and want to ask more questions, i don’t

happiest day in a neurodivergent man’s life

@Mansur
@Prøphet

Mabye you just reek of shit

 

[pexy]

They're just classmates, acquaintances at best. I have one friend in uni and that "friendship" exists only because we live close by and commute together.
Recently took a week off uni to rest and none of them even bothered to send a message, or even a reel my way, so yeah we're just "friends" on campus

propaganda sold us a lie

it’s really hard to make real friends in uni

even though the media portrayed it as a normie’s dream our whole lives

 

[Gilbert_Durandal]

propaganda sold us a lie

it’s really hard to make real friends in uni

even though the media portrayed it as a normie’s dream our whole lives

It must be easier to neurotypicals. My ex-bestfriend of a decade went to a different uni and made a big friend group within a week of attending and basically ditched me for them. I guess its just neurodivergence thats a big social threshold since having a ND dude hanging around kills the chances of any girls joining the group (which is what a lot of guys want)

 

[pexy]

It must be easier to neurotypicals. My ex-bestfriend of a decade went to a different uni and made a big friend group within a week of attending and basically ditched me for them. I guess its just neurodivergence thats a big social threshold since having a ND dude hanging around kills the chances of any girls joining the group (which is what a lot of guys want)

yeah i agree

not being extroverted and outgoing is a death sentence in university

it’s bad enough for neurodivergents

but there’s really no saving grace for ugly neurodivergents