I regret every single decision in my life

Idontknowlol

Idontknowlol

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I’m begging you, learn from my mistakes

I’m 30, and I wasted my childhood and teenage years playing video games 12 hours per day while I could developing a skill that could help me make money and becoming someone noteworthy in my adult life. Then I wasted my 20s being a gymcel, and on top of that I’m getting mogged by roidcels who lift half the years because natty lifting is a joke. I could have friends, go partying, fucking some girls, but instead I avoided alcohol and stayed home eating chicken while having no friends

I wasted my life away, I just realised that I’m 30 and I’m a total failure. I am a nobody. I wish I could hit a reset bottom and I could be 5 again to start all over

Don’t end up like me
 
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Exact same situation here, except 27. I want to blow my brains out, it's not possible to put into words the anger, sadness and sorrow i feel on a daily basis. The newer generation is different, so many 15-18 year olds on here, meanwhile when i was their age, all i cared about and did was video games, i had no guidance or the knowledge/IQ to actually think about my future. My 20s were mostly wasted aswell, no future, no career, no money, nothing to look forward to. It's over for us buddyboyo. Atleast you have decent physique, i have poor health, chronic health conditions and so on.
 
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Exact same situation here, except 27. I want to blow my brains out, it's not possible to put into words the anger, sadness and sorrow i feel on a daily basis. The newer generation is different, so many 15-18 year olds on here, meanwhile when i was their age, all i cared about and did was video games, i had no guidance or the knowledge/IQ to actually think about my future. My 20s were mostly wasted aswell, no future, no career, no money, nothing to look forward to. It's over for us buddyboyo. Atleast you have decent physique, i have poor health, chronic health conditions and so on.

I’m sorry to hear this bro

Do you think there is a slight chance we could turn over the game, or it’s completely over for us?
 
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I’m sorry to hear this bro

Do you think there is a slight chance we could turn over the game, or it’s completely over for us?
We are past the point where we can turn it around and enjoy our youth i think. 18-25 is such a crucial time that if you do literally nothing and don't advance yourself, your late 20s are going to be hell and extremely depressing. I mean look at this forum, you have 15-18 year olds looksmaxxing, by the time they're our age, they will be chad and have a top tier life with many experiences.
Lets say we somehow magically turn our life around in 2-3 years, and then what? we're still old and missed out on a decade+ of experiences and things we should have done.
I wish i could go back to being 13 years old again, atleast i was happy back then.
 
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I’m begging you, learn from my mistakes

I’m 30, and I wasted my childhood and teenage years playing video games 12 hours per day while I could developing a skill that could help me make money and becoming someone noteworthy in my adult life. Then I wasted my 20s being a gymcel, and on top of that I’m getting mogged by roidcels who lift half the years because natty lifting is a joke. I could have friends, go partying, fucking some girls, but instead I avoided alcohol and stayed home eating chicken while having no friends

I wasted my life away, I just realised that I’m 30 and I’m a total failure. I am a nobody. I wish I could hit a reset bottom and I could be 5 again to start all over

Don’t end up like me

You'd probably end up the same tbh. Because all the choices you make are who you truely are deep down your heart. Of course if you reach a point where you want to be different then that is also part of who you are and you may be able to pull it off. I am just saying it's best not to have regrets.
 
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yup sounds familiar
 
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Trust me, as a guy that turned 47 two weeks ago. It can always be worse.
 
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gf100p theory

go fuck 100 prostitutes theory

then come back n report how you feel

//Nick Wilde 🦊
 
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Exact same situation here, except 27. I want to blow my brains out, it's not possible to put into words the anger, sadness and sorrow i feel on a daily basis. The newer generation is different, so many 15-18 year olds on here, meanwhile when i was their age, all i cared about and did was video games, i had no guidance or the knowledge/IQ to actually think about my future. My 20s were mostly wasted aswell, no future, no career, no money, nothing to look forward to. It's over for us buddyboyo. Atleast you have decent physique, i have poor health, chronic health conditions and so on.
What sort of chronic health conditions do you have bro?
 
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What sort of chronic health conditions do you have bro?
I have multiple that i don't really want to talk about. It just makes me even more suicidal.
 
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The brutal blackpill that I believe most people don’t want to take is that we have no control over our future. Is not possible to “waste” your future when you was destined for it in the first place. If you’re short or ugly you think you’re gonna have the opportunity to “waste” your life? No because when you’re short or ugly there will be no opportunities to get the life you want. No one is gonna wanna hire you, no one wants to be your friend, you negative reinforcement on a daily basis. How are you meant to succeed with this? This is why it’s pointless thinking “I should have done this or that” because you have no control of your life. No one will accept this blackpill and people will call it a “defeatist mindset” because everyone wants to believe they could have done things differently as they think they have full control over they lives and where they end up.
 
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you know its over when your only form of social interaction is online

brb grabbing the rope
 
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I’m begging you, learn from my mistakes

I’m 30, and I wasted my childhood and teenage years playing video games 12 hours per day while I could developing a skill that could help me make money and becoming someone noteworthy in my adult life. Then I wasted my 20s being a gymcel, and on top of that I’m getting mogged by roidcels who lift half the years because natty lifting is a joke. I could have friends, go partying, fucking some girls, but instead I avoided alcohol and stayed home eating chicken while having no friends

I wasted my life away, I just realised that I’m 30 and I’m a total failure. I am a nobody. I wish I could hit a reset bottom and I could be 5 again to start all over

Don’t end up like me
Please stop this cope “waaa I regret everything”. Let’s be honest here. Everything you did you did for a reason. You wasted your life playing video games because you got negative reinforcement from people and used vidya as escapism. You wasted your 20s being a gymcel because you wanted pussy not a career. Muh “I could have gone partying and fucked girls and made friends” just fucking lol the cope is too strong. Muh “ I wish I could press reset” jfl. If you were to reset your life you would end in the exact same place you are now.
 
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The brutal blackpill that I believe most people don’t want to take is that we have no control over our future. Is not possible to “waste” your future when you was destined for it in the first place. If you’re short or ugly you think you’re gonna have the opportunity to “waste” your life? No because when you’re short or ugly there will be no opportunities to get the life you want. No one is gonna wanna hire you, no one wants to be your friend, you negative reinforcement on a daily basis. How are you meant to succeed with this? This is why it’s pointless thinking “I should have done this or that” because you have no control of your life. No one will accept this blackpill and people will call it a “defeatist mindset” because everyone wants to believe they could have done things differently as they think they have full control over they lives and where they end up.
Another height coper.

Bro the person you are writing about probably is average height 😂

It's all about the face + iq. That is the real blackpill. If you suck with women... it's your face. If you suck in school/job it's your iq
 
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Trust me, as a guy that turned 47 two weeks ago. It can always be worse.

Are you an incel though? Well at least you got your well paid job at the FBI bro :ROFLMAO:
 
Trust me, as a guy that turned 47 two weeks ago. It can always be worse.
U r 47? lol. Ur post make it seems like you are 25.

Why u care about looks at yor age?
 
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Facts I’m 20 and wasted my life rotting and hiding from reality as an abused dog. If I successfully frontload all the shit I procrastinated on I can salvage my adulthood tho, but still missing out on my prime years is going to suck. I’m going from kid to adult pretty much
 
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Facts I’m 20 and wasted my life rotting and hiding from reality as an abused dog. If I successfully frontload all the shit I procrastinated on I can salvage my adulthood tho, but still missing out on my prime years is going to suck. I’m going from kid to adult pretty much
Early 20s are your prime years retard
 
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Early 20s are your prime years retard
Low IQ nigger. Said prime years will be spent improoving. I won’t actually be able to enjoy them as I am now because I’m incredibly subhuman and undeveloped. I’ll just suffer as a low confidence trucel.

Realistically early-mid 20s (22+) is where I ascend and and I’ll be an oldfag late bloomer by then.
 
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Fuck I thought my life was over at 18 this shit is depressing to read but thank you for the motivation
 
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Too much pointless FOMO in this topic. Depressive topic that has no bearing on reality.

You are writing as if you missed out on being chad. But reality is that 80% of men miss out on a life that resembles anything close to that. Normies don't go to a party and fuck some girls lol. Comparing your life to chad is always a one-way trip to depression.

Whether a normie rotted playing videogames, or got drunk at parties and went home alone. The life quality difference isn't there. If you played videogames instead of getting drunk at parties, that's probably the activity you would've enjoyed more anyways.


Yeah you didn't like your teens. Fucked up shit innit. Happens to a lot of people. But those years are mostly outside of your control anyways. Usually people with rough childhoods don't get their shit together untill their mid twenties at the earliest.

You don't have your shit together yet, but you're 30 instead of 25. Not a huge difference. But if you keep this current mentality going you will piss away your 30s and then it's gonna get real rough.
 
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I feel like I turned things around far too late in the game. My life would've been normal if I started as a teenager like everyone else. But I wasn't in the right place mentally to take advantage of the opportunities in front of me.

Just remember that in 10 years you might feel the same about now.
 
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30 years young is nothing.

So don't worry, you still have being an oldcel to look forward to. And that will be brutal :blackpill::ROFLMAO::feelswhy:.
 
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thanks for the advice bro im not
 
You were destined to go this way. Do you think normies need to work on themselfes 24/7 to get invited to parties and get friends ? No, it just happens to them naturally. I assume you are either sub5 or non NT (or both) and this is the reason why your life ovER
 
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You were destined to go this way. Do you think normies need to work on themselfes 24/7 to get invited to parties and get friends ? No, it just happens to them naturally. I assume you are either sub5 or non NT (or both) and this is the reason why your life ovER
 

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I’m begging you, learn from my mistakes

I’m 30, and I wasted my childhood and teenage years playing video games 12 hours per day while I could developing a skill that could help me make money and becoming someone noteworthy in my adult life. Then I wasted my 20s being a gymcel, and on top of that I’m getting mogged by roidcels who lift half the years because natty lifting is a joke. I could have friends, go partying, fucking some girls, but instead I avoided alcohol and stayed home eating chicken while having no friends

I wasted my life away, I just realised that I’m 30 and I’m a total failure. I am a nobody. I wish I could hit a reset bottom and I could be 5 again to start all over

Don’t end up like me
Tbf it would have been over for me too if I didn‘t accidentally inherit a house at 23. Not paying rent makes saving money insanely easy and if you don‘t spend much you can just go an entire year without work and healthmaxx while others have to slave. However, time is always against you.

I wish my parents hadn‘t been such utter failures but my roastie mother obviously couldn‘t be honest with me otherwise she would‘ve lost her betabux schlubby hubby.
 

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