I regret never approaching her

[LTNUser]

There was this girl in my school who always looked at me during classes.
I didn't notice it until one day when I was sitting a few metres away from her.
She always looked at me in school but I pretended as if I didn't notice it.
Months passed,she continued looking at me everyday,but I never approached her.
One day she even sat close to me and kept her legs close to my right leg,but I didn't utter a word because I was shocked for a minute.Like,how could she keep her legs close with a subhuman like me ? After that,she stopped looking at me for 1-2 months and started to look at me again as if she were in love.
Then came another day where she called me to play badminton with her and I agreed to play,but I embarrassed myself when I fell down trying to hit the shuttlecock from a far range.
She laughed a little and asked me if I was okay and I said yes.
But what's upsetting me the most is that I didn't see her in person before she decided to move to some other state.

All those days of making eye contact but I think she lost interest because I never approached her.
Had I made the first move and talked with her,reality would have been something different right now ....
She was my oneitis from the day I noticed her looking at me.
It was difficult to not yearn for her after she move to a different city,but I stopped thinking about her gradually.
What's worse is that I have never found a single girl attractive after she went to a different place.I am scared that I'll never develop feelings/interest for a girl in future because the feelings I had for her are still in my heart and difficult to get rid of.

@SomaliaSub5

 

[Kind soul]

There was this girl in my school who always looked at me during classes.
I didn't notice it until one day when I was sitting a few metres away from her.
She always looked at me in school but I pretended as if I didn't notice it.
Months passed,she continued looking at me everyday,but I never approached her.
One day she even sat close to me and kept her legs close to my right leg,but I didn't utter a word because I was shocked for a minute.Like,how could she keep her legs close with a subhuman like me ? After that,she stopped looking at me for 1-2 months and started to look at me again as if she were in love.
Then came another day where she called me to play badminton with her and I agreed to play,but I embarrassed myself when I fell down trying to hit the shuttlecock from a far range.
She laughed a little and asked me if I was okay and I said yes.
But what's upsetting me the most is that I didn't see her in person before she decided to move to some other state.

All those days of making eye contact but I think she lost interest because I never approached her.
Had I made the first move and talked with her,reality would have been something different right now ....
She was my oneitis from the day I noticed her looking at me.
It was difficult to not yearn for her after she move to a different city,but I stopped thinking about her gradually.
What's worse is that I have never found a single girl attractive after she went to a different place.I am scared that I'll never develop feelings/interest for a girl in future because the feelings I had for her are still in my heart and difficult to get rid of.

@SomaliaSub5

I got made fun of by my onetits in 8th grade(everyone got to know in my class and she told the teacher) but I still have feelings for her

 

[LTNUser]

I got made fun of by my onetits in 8th grade(everyone got to know in my class and she told the teacher) but I still have feelings for her

Would she still have made fun of you if were attractive enough ?

 

[Eärendil]

High inhib claims another soul. Tbh its karma for all the jerking off you do

 

[Kind soul]

Would she still have made fun of you if were attractive enough ?

I was subhuman according to India that time, dark skinned and all bones. but now I guess not.

 

[LTNUser]

High inhib claims another soul. Tbh its karma for all the jerking off you do

You're probably right
Girls can sense from a mile away if you are a gooner/Low T and that was probably one of the reasons why she never approached me

 

[Eärendil]

You're probably right
Girls can sense from a mile away if you are a gooner/Low T and that was probably one of the reasons why she never approached me

She gave you hints for months nigger, all you had to do was speak to her and say "come hang out with me after school"

 

[Kind soul]

You're probably right
Girls can sense from a mile away if you are a gooner/Low T and that was probably one of the reasons why she never approached me

Nigga that's fake there's this white jeet in my class and he goons 4 times a day, still girls talk to him as if he is a MTN.

 

[slaters]

There was this girl in my school who always looked at me during classes.
I didn't notice it until one day when I was sitting a few metres away from her.
She always looked at me in school but I pretended as if I didn't notice it.
Months passed,she continued looking at me everyday,but I never approached her.
One day she even sat close to me and kept her legs close to my right leg,but I didn't utter a word because I was shocked for a minute.Like,how could she keep her legs close with a subhuman like me ? After that,she stopped looking at me for 1-2 months and started to look at me again as if she were in love.
Then came another day where she called me to play badminton with her and I agreed to play,but I embarrassed myself when I fell down trying to hit the shuttlecock from a far range.
She laughed a little and asked me if I was okay and I said yes.
But what's upsetting me the most is that I didn't see her in person before she decided to move to some other state.

All those days of making eye contact but I think she lost interest because I never approached her.
Had I made the first move and talked with her,reality would have been something different right now ....
She was my oneitis from the day I noticed her looking at me.
It was difficult to not yearn for her after she move to a different city,but I stopped thinking about her gradually.
What's worse is that I have never found a single girl attractive after she went to a different place.I am scared that I'll never develop feelings/interest for a girl in future because the feelings I had for her are still in my heart and difficult to get rid of.

@SomaliaSub5

What color was she? You?

 

[LTNUser]

She gave you hints for months nigger, all you had to do was speak to her and say "come hang out with me after school"

Nah bro,she was talking to other guys as well
If she really liked me she wouldn't have talked to other guys in school

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

Read half, rip

 

[LTNUser]

What color was she? You?

She was close to light brown
I'm slightly darker than her