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Either I roped or I formed a happy family
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In elementary and middle school, I was always one of the "smart" kids in school. I got good grades without studying, I understood topics quickly, all the teachers and classmates praised my abilities, etc. However, I was "problematic" and didn't really focus much on my future, just on hedonism (but I didn't even focus on girls, just on jestermaxxing).
In high school, it was the same. I just dedicated myself to getting copium from various non-productive activities to alleviate my depression (obviously, it didn't even work). There were also some girls who showed interest in me, but I didn't take those opportunities for fear of failure.
I regret this because many of my colleagues/friends seem to have a decent life, start making their own money, they look happy, have a partner, etc... And I feel somewhat stuck.
At least I'm still "young", so it's not completely over.
In high school, it was the same. I just dedicated myself to getting copium from various non-productive activities to alleviate my depression (obviously, it didn't even work). There were also some girls who showed interest in me, but I didn't take those opportunities for fear of failure.
I regret this because many of my colleagues/friends seem to have a decent life, start making their own money, they look happy, have a partner, etc... And I feel somewhat stuck.
At least I'm still "young", so it's not completely over.