I regret not hitting more people in the face in school

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Got bullied my whole life, only started fighting back in about 9th grade.

If I just had a high t father who would guide me and tell me to hit ppl earlier or put me into boxing class I wouldn't be so damaged nowadays. Instead I had a narcissistic, dumbass delusional single mother.

Nowadays I am in higher grades where u can't even hit people anymore and bullying happens on a deeper level where u don't really get openly disrespected but rather no one talks to you and so on.

I fucking dream about beating those people almost to death, but that can never can come true.

Just thinking about this is ropefuel, thinking of roping as I am writing this.
 
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Revenge is not worth it
 
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You're a little bitch if you tolerate being bullied, even "subtly" as you describe it
 
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Never too late For revenge
 
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too late nigga

they were kids
 
You're a little bitch if you tolerate being bullied, even "subtly" as you describe it
I don't get bullied rn per say, just invisible, I don't look too bad and I am the most jacked in the class so no one ever openly disrespects me but don't include me either. I mean they're retarded normies what can you expect.

My whore of a single mother convinced me that being a bitch is okay and it took me until 9th grade to realise you have to actively fight back and have at least somewhat dominant presence.

Even tho now I am ready to fight and answer to the disrespect in my mind I am just mad that I wasn't able to do it earlier.

Sometimes I wish someone would physically provoke me so it would give me a reason to beat them up, do something I was never able to do.

I understand school shooters, had repeated dreams where I beat someone almost to death at school.
 
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I don't get bullied rn per say, just invisible, I don't look too bad and I am the most jacked in the class so no one ever openly disrespects me but don't include me either. I mean they're retarded normies what can you expect.

My whore of a single mother convinced me that being a bitch is okay and it took me until 9th grade to realise you have to actively fight back and have at least somewhat dominant presence.

Even tho now I am ready to fight and answer to the disrespect in my mind I am just mad that I wasn't able to do it earlier.

Sometimes I wish someone would physically provoke me so it would give me a reason to beat them up, do something I was never able to do.

I understand school shooters, had repeated dreams where I beat someone almost to death at school.
So you're just repeating the same mistake, you're unable to adapt to the different form of bullying/exclusion. What was physical violence is now ostracization
 
Beat up the homeless and go on holidays to the third world
 
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Never too late For revenge
I found the address of one of the guys that bullied me thru a linux service, but nowadays you can't so shit, cameras everywhere
 
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Same here bro, I got bullied my whole life and was too high inhib cuck to fight back, my parents didn't give a shit and I was always one of the weakest and skinniest kids anyways.

I wish i could go back and tell myself, because this shit leads to you being abused dog for life.
 
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So you're just repeating the same mistake, you're unable to adapt to the different form of bullying/exclusion. What was physical violence is now ostracization
Yes but wtf am I supposed to do now? Only thing I can do is put an nt mask and keep it around new people, around these people if they try to break my balls or insult me I do the same thing but besides that nothin. Thing is I don't really even want to communicate with those retarded liberal normies.

What I need is a class like 4th grade, only class where I felt good, because the class's popular guys were nd but martial artsmaxxed because of non retarded parents so they were the most respected and I felt good with them.
In 13 years of school I changed 9 schools because of bullying or moving
 
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Got bullied my whole life, only started fighting back in about 9th grade.

If I just had a high t father who would guide me and tell me to hit ppl earlier or put me into boxing class I wouldn't be so damaged nowadays. Instead I had a narcissistic, dumbass delusional single mother.

Nowadays I am in higher grades where u can't even hit people anymore and bullying happens on a deeper level where u don't really get openly disrespected but rather no one talks to you and so on.

I fucking dream about beating those people almost to death, but that can never can come true.

Just thinking about this is ropefuel, thinking of roping as I am writing this.
Same. Fuck this gay earth
 
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Yeah I'm on straight demon time now
 
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I remember this guy in middle school trying to fuck with me but I spit on him.
 
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Got bullied my whole life, only started fighting back in about 9th grade.

If I just had a high t father who would guide me and tell me to hit ppl earlier or put me into boxing class I wouldn't be so damaged nowadays. Instead I had a narcissistic, dumbass delusional single mother.

Nowadays I am in higher grades where u can't even hit people anymore and bullying happens on a deeper level where u don't really get openly disrespected but rather no one talks to you and so on.

I fucking dream about beating those people almost to death, but that can never can come true.

Just thinking about this is ropefuel, thinking of roping as I am writing this.
Same the people that made fun of me weren’t even strong or tall
 
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You can still mog them:ogre:
Most bully is subhuman anyway
 
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You can still mog them:ogre:
Most bully is subhuman anyway
Yea I genuinely mog all my bullies, the good looking popular kids never picked on me, but the damage is done
 

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