I regret not hitting more people in the face in school

[blonde slayer]

Got bullied my whole life, only started fighting back in about 9th grade.

If I just had a high t father who would guide me and tell me to hit ppl earlier or put me into boxing class I wouldn't be so damaged nowadays. Instead I had a narcissistic, dumbass delusional single mother.

Nowadays I am in higher grades where u can't even hit people anymore and bullying happens on a deeper level where u don't really get openly disrespected but rather no one talks to you and so on.

I fucking dream about beating those people almost to death, but that can never can come true.

Just thinking about this is ropefuel, thinking of roping as I am writing this.

 

[trump]

Revenge is not worth it

 

[looksovernt]

You're a little bitch if you tolerate being bullied, even "subtly" as you describe it

 

[_MVP_]

Never too late For revenge

 

[nestivv]

Never too late For revenge

Please don't go this way

 

[annenisikeyim]

Revenge is not worth it

shut the fuck up

 

[vxfx]

Revenge is not worth it

its not revenge though, he just fought back

 

[donpuro]

too late nigga

they were kids

 

[blonde slayer]

You're a little bitch if you tolerate being bullied, even "subtly" as you describe it

I don't get bullied rn per say, just invisible, I don't look too bad and I am the most jacked in the class so no one ever openly disrespects me but don't include me either. I mean they're retarded normies what can you expect.

My whore of a single mother convinced me that being a bitch is okay and it took me until 9th grade to realise you have to actively fight back and have at least somewhat dominant presence.

Even tho now I am ready to fight and answer to the disrespect in my mind I am just mad that I wasn't able to do it earlier.

Sometimes I wish someone would physically provoke me so it would give me a reason to beat them up, do something I was never able to do.

I understand school shooters, had repeated dreams where I beat someone almost to death at school.

 

[looksovernt]

I don't get bullied rn per say, just invisible, I don't look too bad and I am the most jacked in the class so no one ever openly disrespects me but don't include me either. I mean they're retarded normies what can you expect.

My whore of a single mother convinced me that being a bitch is okay and it took me until 9th grade to realise you have to actively fight back and have at least somewhat dominant presence.

Even tho now I am ready to fight and answer to the disrespect in my mind I am just mad that I wasn't able to do it earlier.

Sometimes I wish someone would physically provoke me so it would give me a reason to beat them up, do something I was never able to do.

I understand school shooters, had repeated dreams where I beat someone almost to death at school.

So you're just repeating the same mistake, you're unable to adapt to the different form of bullying/exclusion. What was physical violence is now ostracization

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Beat up the homeless and go on holidays to the third world

 

[blonde slayer]

Never too late For revenge

I found the address of one of the guys that bullied me thru a linux service, but nowadays you can't so shit, cameras everywhere

 

[Maxillular]

Same here bro, I got bullied my whole life and was too high inhib cuck to fight back, my parents didn't give a shit and I was always one of the weakest and skinniest kids anyways.

I wish i could go back and tell myself, because this shit leads to you being abused dog for life.

 

[blonde slayer]

So you're just repeating the same mistake, you're unable to adapt to the different form of bullying/exclusion. What was physical violence is now ostracization

Yes but wtf am I supposed to do now? Only thing I can do is put an nt mask and keep it around new people, around these people if they try to break my balls or insult me I do the same thing but besides that nothin. Thing is I don't really even want to communicate with those retarded liberal normies.

What I need is a class like 4th grade, only class where I felt good, because the class's popular guys were nd but martial artsmaxxed because of non retarded parents so they were the most respected and I felt good with them.
In 13 years of school I changed 9 schools because of bullying or moving

 

[blonde slayer]

Beat up the homeless and go on holidays to the third world

Highkey good advice

 

[blonde slayer]

too late nigga

they were kids

I know, that's what angers me the most