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Deleted member 275
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JFL, the disgusted look on my ex's face when I was exploring her body and figuring out how to put my dick into her in different positions. When I was trying to find her clit. Or her look when I would temporarily lose my erection due to anxiety. She was absolutely disgusted by my virginity and she didn't try to hide it. Idk why she or I went through with that shit. She didn't do much more than lay there like a starfish even though she bragged how 'experienced and good' she was in sex.
She was only 19yo and had already had 8 different dicks (atleast that's the number she admitted to) including dick of guys 10+ years older than her when she was 18 (lifefuel for oldcels). She lost her virginity at 14yo. Afterwards she told me I was 'total shit' and made her feel like a 'plastic try-out doll' instead of feeling lusted, desired, romantic. Just fucking lol at this disastrous first sexual experience. Also: She KNEW I was a virgin before we even met up. (Admitted to it through tinder lmao) And still she was fucking disgusted.
Don't think your first time as a 23 yo virgin is going to be as good as if you would've lost it at 14. I should've pedo-maxed and lost my virginity with a virgin girl, but yeah GL with that in 2019 lmao. The average 19yo girl expects you to be extremely experienced and dick her down like they do in porno-movies. No time to take it easy.
Losing my virginity to a paid whore would've been a much better experience. Would've removed many mental barriers much earlier in my life and helped me ascend tbh.
She was only 19yo and had already had 8 different dicks (atleast that's the number she admitted to) including dick of guys 10+ years older than her when she was 18 (lifefuel for oldcels). She lost her virginity at 14yo. Afterwards she told me I was 'total shit' and made her feel like a 'plastic try-out doll' instead of feeling lusted, desired, romantic. Just fucking lol at this disastrous first sexual experience. Also: She KNEW I was a virgin before we even met up. (Admitted to it through tinder lmao) And still she was fucking disgusted.
Don't think your first time as a 23 yo virgin is going to be as good as if you would've lost it at 14. I should've pedo-maxed and lost my virginity with a virgin girl, but yeah GL with that in 2019 lmao. The average 19yo girl expects you to be extremely experienced and dick her down like they do in porno-movies. No time to take it easy.
Losing my virginity to a paid whore would've been a much better experience. Would've removed many mental barriers much earlier in my life and helped me ascend tbh.