I regret slaying.

[Orc]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

 

[piec]

dnr ngl

 

[Deleted member 58755]

I kinda get it ngl

 

[aladdinmaxxer]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

Life have different ways to teach every people new experience don't worry u shall run past this sad time too

 

[holy]

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

based on what? did they tell you? show it in some way?

 

[TechnoBoss]

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

I think people who are in the blackpill community often feel this way. They don't view life experiences through the lens of a normal person and almost view things as if they're in a simulation. I viewed it this way as well until a few years ago.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

Same here. The happiness you get from those nice moments in life are always forgotten so fast & the negatives you experience will be remembered for a lifetime. That can be interpreted as a good thing because it keeps us striving for more happiness. If we were permanently content in our lives from past experiences then we might not try to get any more happiness in the future. It's part of being human & part of being a man.

 

[watah]

Fairytales from Amsterdam

 

[Orc]

based on what? did they tell you? show it in some way?

the fleeting feelings you feel at the start of something aren't love, they're just lust.

loves takes a while to develop and none of my relationships ever lasted long enough for it.

 

[deadstock]

 

[holy]

the fleeting feelings you feel at the start of something aren't love, they're just lust.

loves takes a while to develop and none of my relationships ever lasted long enough for it.

not even one?

to be quite frank, and I really hate to be blunt, but you really shouldn't be surprised about this kind of shit.

 

[Orc]

not even one?

to be quite frank, and I really hate to be blunt, but you really shouldn't be surprised about this kind of shit.

most of my relationships were shorter than 2-3 weeks, the longest one was a few months.

I'm not surprised, I was naive when I was younger, still am today though, but I've never been particularly smart.

 

[Deleted member 115294]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

unc just stick to the plants

 

[sub5outsider]

sex without deeper connection is pointless

 

[holy]

most of my relationships were shorter than 2-3 weeks, the longest one was a few months.

I'm not surprised, I was naive when I was younger, still am today though, but I've never been particularly smart.

if you’ve already realized the flaw, what’s holding you back from fixing it?

like, if you know you’re acting in a way you don’t want to, why keep doing it? being naive isn’t some permanent state. it’s a choice you’re making now, despite knowing better. if your relationships are shallow, just lust-driven, and short-lived, and you’ve been aware of this since you were younger, what’s the excuse for staying naive as you’ve grown older?

to be honest, the inaction after is just self-inflicted stagnation.

 

[JL~]

Which advices would you give to a guy in his early twenties ?

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

So ur sad u haven’t ltr ed ?

 

[Orc]

unc just stick to the plants

they are all I have at this point.

sex without deeper connection is pointless

true.

sex isn't enjoyable unless you know the ins and outs of your partners, and you won't learn shit about a person their preferences in a few weeks.

if you’ve already realized the flaw, what’s holding you back from fixing it?

like, if you know you’re acting in a way you don’t want to, why keep doing it? being naive isn’t some permanent state. it’s a choice you’re making now, despite knowing better. if your relationships are shallow, just lust-driven, and short-lived, and you’ve been aware of this since you were younger, what’s the excuse for staying naive as you’ve grown older?

to be honest, the inaction after is just self-inflicted stagnation.

this was over a decade ago.

I just lay around feeling nothing nowadays because there's no one worth dating left in your 30's.

 

[StarvedEpi]

sex haver rambles

 

[holy]

this was over a decade ago.

I just lay around feeling nothing nowadays because there's no one worth dating left in your 30's.

this sounds less like a dating problem and more like a 'you’ve given up' problem.

age didn’t steal the dating pool. your own mindset built the wall around it.

 

[Orc]

sex haver rambles

I haven't even had a hug in a while, I refuse to even kiss anyone unless they're clear with their intentions to form a relationship.

 

[TechnoBoss]

find a nice partner and stick to them, don't be a fucking retard like me, you won't be able to find anyone in your 30's, they're all retarded, emotionally damaged, or have kids.

Solid advice here. As you get older you get much fewer options. You don't realize how fast the options disappear until it's too late.

 

[Deleted member 88173]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

@greycel

 

[asdvek]

I kinda get it ngl

You dont get shit you fucking utter moron go and fuck ur 40yo fat pajeeta ex or something

 

[Deleted member 58755]

You dont get shit you fucking utter moron go and fuck ur 40yo fat pajeeta ex or something

she’s a white 17yo JB with a beautiful skinny body

 

[MoggerGaston]

water

i would want to LTR stacy JB virgin and have a family with her.

but since I am an ugly creature, all I can do is hookup with some ugly-ass used up roasties.

It's not my decision, and it wasn't yours either. You did nothing wrong because you never had a chance.

 

[Dunkelheit]

I truly love you @arborist

 

[Raja Porus]

OP is right. The hedonistic treadmill leads to no contentment. We human beings want meaning & purpose, not just bare pleasure, which is fleeting

Most idiots here won't understand your perspective, let them suffer. You can't help those who are stubborn

 

[bakpaokukus]

slayercel ramblings

 

[Orc]

slayercel ramblings

only thing you'll gain from that lifestyle is sad memories.

 

[Debetro]

God came to Earth in form of Orc and announced:

 

[greycel]

@greycel

I’ve been saying this for ages man

But unfortunately people have to enter shark infested water to realise sharks are no good
They have to slay to realise slaying doesn’t only not do them any benefit, but it does permanent harm

In both cases, you’re essentially dead once you’ve crossed the line

I feel people should have more guilt about stuff like this. I had the chance to slay myself too. Women who were all objectively HTB, but subjectively ranging from MTB to a Terrastacy.
But I just knew the next day when I woke up I’d have regretted it for the rest of my life
I would have wanted to take it back, so I could save it for my future girl. The one I’ll be spending the rest of my life with

When you cross that line with someone who isn’t your future soulmate, a part of your soul shatters
And you’ll have to live with this forever

It’s a sad situation Orc is in. I hope he manages to make the best of who he is
He’s a shattered soul, and it sucks because he’s a good dude too

 

[Orc]

I’ve been saying this for ages man

But unfortunately people have to enter shark infested water to realise sharks are no good
They have to slay to realise slaying doesn’t only not do them any benefit, but it does permanent harm

In both cases, you’re essentially dead once you’ve crossed the line

I feel people should have more guilt about stuff like this. I had the chance to slay myself too. Women who were all objectively HTB, but subjectively ranging from MTB to a Terrastacy.
But I just knew the next day when I woke up I’d have regretted it for the rest of my life
I would have wanted to take it back, so I could save it for my future girl. The one I’ll be spending the rest of my life with

When you cross that line with someone who isn’t your future soulmate, a part of your soul shatters
And you’ll have to live with this forever

It’s a sad situation Orc is in. I hope he manages to make the best of who he is
He’s a shattered soul, and it sucks because he’s a good dude too

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

This is god telling you this but your dumbass will keep being silly

May you see the light Dutch boiiii

 

[fluxx]

slaying is not worth it
just a waste of time ur not gonna be happier if u slay a foid everyday

 

[Orc]

This is god telling you this but your dumbass will keep being silly

May you see the light Dutch boiiii

I don't have an internal monologue so no one's talking to me.

i'm sure it would be extremely schizophrenic if I did have one.

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I don't have an internal monologue so no one's talking to me.

i'm sure it would be extremely schizophrenic if I did have one.

You’re joking right… are you one of those NPCs who doesn’t have an internal monologue lmfao your soulless

 

[GigaStacySexual]

no it's genuinely shit to date in your 30's it's not for a lack of trying, there's just not that many quality partner options available.

why not date younger women?

 

[bizzzz]

So you DO get it now huh?
I made a whole thread about it too, where I mentioned how westerners have infiltrated this culture and how bad it is

Do you Believe in Staying virgin and Loyal for Your Future Partner?

Do you guys believe in staying loyal and virgin for your future gf/wife? Like avoiding hookups and casual flings because you want to stay true to the idea of being clean and "pure" for the right person? Or are you more into the modern hookup culture? And why?

looksmax.org

 

[Orc]

You’re joking right… are you one of those NPCs who doesn’t have an internal monologue lmfao your soulless

I think in images not in words.

why not date younger women?

can't relate to them.

So you DO get it now huh?
I made a whole thread about it too, where I mentioned how westerners have infiltrated this culture and how bad it is

Do you Believe in Staying virgin and Loyal for Your Future Partner?

Do you guys believe in staying loyal and virgin for your future gf/wife? Like avoiding hookups and casual flings because you want to stay true to the idea of being clean and "pure" for the right person? Or are you more into the modern hookup culture? And why?

looksmax.org

I mean you don't have to be a virgin, just don't run through dozens upon dozens of girls.

 

[bizzzz]

sex without deeper connection is pointless

Yeah I feel same, but y'all westerners are into hook-ups like hell

 

[wsada]

You haven't been in actual relationships?

 

[bizzzz]

I think in images not in words.


can't relate to them.

I mean you don't have to be a virgin, just don't run through dozens upon dozens of girls.

Yeah, I get it, how long have you been doing this(hookups) and how old are you?

 

[Orc]

You haven't been in actual relationships?

wouldn't call them that they didn't last long enough.

Yeah, I get it, how long have you been doing this(hookups) and how old are you?

it's been over a decade since I was doing hook ups, this was in my teens, I'm in my 30's now.

 

[bizzzz]

it's been over a decade since I was doing hook ups, this was in my teens, I'm in my 30's now.

Ah dang it , so do you have any plans for serious LTRs or marriage?

 

[Orc]

Ah dang it , so do you have any plans for serious LTRs or marriage?

I got plans, just no prospects.

I still go on dates, they just don't go anywhere.

 

[bizzzz]

I got plans, just no prospects.

I still go on dates, they just don't go anywhere.

At least you have plans, how long do you plan to keep using org?

 

[Sovvton]

surprisingly low T from you orc

the dream is to have someone who loves me so much they let me occasionally cheat, my current girl has full self respect - blessing and a curse

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

I think in images not in words.


can't relate to them.

I mean you don't have to be a virgin, just don't run through dozens upon dozens of girls.

So then you do have an internal monologue as in you image things happening and carry out the scenario even the words are in voices etc.

Then why did you insinuate you was one of those soulless NPCs who visualise everything in words

 

[them streets b cold]

IF U TRULY BEEN LUSTED AFTER BY FEMALES U WOULDNT BE ON THIS FORUM LET ALONE MAKING HUNDREDS THOUSANDS OF POSTS NIGGA WHAT IS U TALM ABOUT NIGGA U PROLLY SIMPMAXXED TO GET THEM LAYS NOW U REGRET LIKE DUH

 

[Orc]

At least you have plans, how long do you plan to keep using org?

don't know I plan on just reporting my developments here if I discover something else to do.

surprisingly low T from you orc

the dream is to have someone who loves me so much they let me occasionally cheat, my current girl has full self respect - blessing and a curse

gross, I would never even contemplate cheating.

So then you do have an internal monologue as in you image things happening and carry out the scenario even the words are in voices etc.

Then why did you insinuate you was one of those soulless NPCs who visualise everything in words

that's you that made this assumption.

I don't find words very effective, but it does make it hard to verbalize my thoughts.