I regret slaying.

[them streets b cold]

IF U TRULY BEEN LUSTED AFTER BY FEMALES U WOULDNT BE ON THIS FORUM LET ALONE MAKING HUNDREDS THOUSANDS OF POSTS NIGGA WHAT IS U TALM ABOUT NIGGA U PROLLY SIMPMAXXED TO GET THEM LAYS NOW U REGRET LIKE DUH

 

[Orc]

At least you have plans, how long do you plan to keep using org?

don't know I plan on just reporting my developments here if I discover something else to do.

surprisingly low T from you orc

the dream is to have someone who loves me so much they let me occasionally cheat, my current girl has full self respect - blessing and a curse

gross, I would never even contemplate cheating.

So then you do have an internal monologue as in you image things happening and carry out the scenario even the words are in voices etc.

Then why did you insinuate you was one of those soulless NPCs who visualise everything in words

that's you that made this assumption.

I don't find words very effective, but it does make it hard to verbalize my thoughts.

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

don't know I plan on just reporting my developments here if I discover something else to do.

gross, I would never even contemplate cheating.

that's you that made this assumption.

I don't find words very effective, but it does make it hard to verbalize my thoughts.

Well once again your the geezer who made it like you was the NPC. Must be Gaytheism doing this to you again son

Be a good Dutch muscle man and pound some hoes

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Sexhavers in suicidewatch

 

[Mr.Proper]

In your case, the truth is that you are not NT (no shit, diagnosted autist getting benefits from government) and that's the main reason of your struggles getting LTR.
I feel similar way about "not feeling connected", especially to younger girls.

 

[Xangsane]

You dont get shit you fucking utter moron go and fuck ur 40yo fat pajeeta ex or something

JFLLLLLLLLL

 

[ferbite666]

find a nice partner and stick to them, don't be a fucking retard like me, you won't be able to find anyone in your 30's, they're all retarded, emotionally damaged, or have kids.



more or less.

Why not just go for younger women or larp your own age?

 

[Charisma]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

I can relate so much, I am only 22 but I feel like I have outgrown slaying completely. I dont even try to flirt with women anymore and if I notice flirting coming my way I usually play dumb and disregard it and go my own way. College fucked me up, as my slay count is close to 50 I feel like I only had genuine connection with 2 people at most which is extremely depressing.

I have completely withdrawn myself from the environments that could potentially open me up for a one night stand because I just dont see the point anymore

I just work now, I collect money like a jew, I am just sitting on it basically as I am not a big spender so I cant really find joy in that money either.

I guess what I genuinely yearn for is an actual emotional relationship and love but day by day I feel like blackpill and redpill made my brain chemistry incapable of real bonding with other people. I would just like to sit in my apartment with my cat and a person that genuinely cares for me and watch movies while smoking

some day maybe

 

[them streets b cold]

imagine making 50k complaints on incel forum about how women only wants u for sex

 

[axttt_]

chad ramblings fuck off

 

[Orc]

Well once again your the geezer who made it like you was the NPC. Must be Gaytheism doing this to you again son

Be a good Dutch muscle man and pound some hoes

don't want to touch another person again unless they're actually into me as person.

In your case, the truth is that you are not NT (no shit, diagnosted autist getting benefits from government) and that's the main reason of your struggles getting LTR.
I feel similar way about "not feeling connected", especially to younger girls.

nt only matters for slaying.

my ideal partner is also autistic so it wouldn't make a difference to them.

 

[PsychoH]

find a nice partner and stick to them, don't be a fucking retard like me, you won't be able to find anyone in your 30's, they're all retarded, emotionally damaged, or have kids.



more or less.

je kan vrouwen in hun 20 krijgen, 25 klinkt toch redelijk goed?

 

[Orc]

je kan vrouwen in hun 20 krijgen, 25 klinkt toch redelijk goed?

most girls that are into me are like 20-25 sadly.

or mentally ill when above that.

 

[PsychoH]

most girls that are into me are like 20-25 sadly.

thats perfect for you no? From the age of 25 you wont have much trouble relating to them and they wont be ran through.

or mentally ill when above that.

Jfl ocharme.

 

[PrinceLuenLeoncur]

why not date younger women?

Would rape girl in your avi

 

[Mr.Proper]

nt only matters for slaying.

my ideal partner is also autistic so it wouldn't make a difference to them

It matters for the most of social interactions.
About autistic partners - it depends. Some autistic people are very hard to live with.

 

[TigranTheGreat]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

high iq high t post

 

[mqtl]

what did you expect bro just marry a stacy at some point

 

[Orc]

It matters for the most of social interactions.
About autistic partners - it depends. Some autistic people are very hard to live with.

don't really care for normal social interactions at this point, I don't get comments on my behavior despite rarely masking it.

what did you expect bro just marry a stacy at some point

I've only ever dated neurotypical women so I'm not too sad about not actually settling with anyone I've been with.

 

[Klasik616]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

Everything comes with a price
When women see a tall muscular man they know what they're there for
No woman looking for a LTR is gonna get around you
That's the price of becoming an slayer

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

Neither sex nor relationships will make me happy, I’m just an extremely mentally ill sperg who needs to find some extreme purpose to cope

 

[Curryfinder]

I have 20 body count at 26 so I'm not really a slayer just single guy.

But I also struggle to get it serious with girls I want to go serious with the longest was like 6months. I am probably a bit autistic but quite social. Sex has never been really hard with ltb-htn,except when I was 15-20 where is I was unexperienced and scared of rejection.

If you have good personality it would be reverse where girls would be more interested in you the long you see each. Dream girl would be a little nerdy htb.
Do you have friends? @Orc

 

[Lefor3Laser]

For everyone saying that OP can't slay, I’ve seen his face (we were in a Discord server together back in the day). He’s actually pretty good looking and definitely capable of slaying. He’s also right about everything he said here without a deep connection of love, you’ll always feel empty. It’s hard to find someone who truly loves you.

 

[Orc]

Do you have friends? @Orc

there's only one person that knows anything about me and I only met him recently.

For everyone saying that OP can't slay, I’ve seen his face (we were in a Discord server together back in the day). He’s actually pretty good looking and definitely capable of slaying. He’s also right about everything he said here without a deep connection of love, you’ll always feel empty. It’s hard to find someone who truly loves you.

I regret my entire bodycount, I wish I was a virgin at this point.

 

[Lefor3Laser]

there's only one person that knows anything about me and I only met him recently.

I regret my entire bodycount, I wish I was a virgin at this point.

Hopefully you'll find someone one day, but i won't lie to you, the time is ticking, at 30 there aren't many options sadly.

 

[Curryfinder]

Hopefully you'll find someone one day, but i won't lie to you, the time is ticking, at 30 there aren't many options sadly.

At 30 on the dot you can still date 23-25 year olds which is fine. After like 33 it gets way harder, i would assume

 

[Orc]

At 30 on the dot you can still date 23-25 year olds which is fine. After like 33 it gets way harder, i would assume

I don't date people below 25 even if they're interested in me, can't relate to them.

 

[Lefor3Laser]

I don't date people below 25 even if they're interested in me, can't relate to them.

Different mentality probably, i get it tbh, never liked to date younger than me either, they don't feel to "your level".

 

[Orc]

Hopefully you'll find someone one day, but i won't lie to you, the time is ticking, at 30 there aren't many options sadly.

praying for it too but I'm pretty sure I'm just fucked, can't demotivate myself by thinking too hard about it.

 

[Lefor3Laser]

praying for it too but I'm pretty sure I'm just fucked, can't demotivate myself by thinking too hard about it.

Yeah, just don't overthink because it will do more harm than good, loved when we used to interact in slop world, you are a chill person and deserve a carrying person in ur life ngl, hopefully you'll find the right person.

 

[reasonably_likeable]

said no nazi ever

 

[Orc]

Yeah, just don't overthink because it will do more harm than good, loved when we used to interact in slop world, you are a chill person and deserve a carrying person in ur life ngl, hopefully you'll find the right person.

I've improved my looks since that time.

but I just do it for fun, looks won't make this any easier, I need to find a way to fix my personality, it's not great.

 

[TalesFromTheSlums]

Everyone who lusts me loves me -- there's no distinction between the two, and there shouldn't be.

If you think there is a deeper, magical "love" that you must wait for, you're going to be sorely disappointed.

This is why retarded autists like you & "slayers" will never be happy -- they don't even know what they are/what anything means.

You need to realize that the best "love" you'll get will always accompanies lust somewhat, otherwise it's non-sexual.

Do you want a close bond? That doesn't mean "slaying" at all. Many "close bonds" have zero sexual component to them.

On the flip side, as you said, sexual experiences can be the opposite. But in reality, lust & love overlaps -- decide the fit.

It's up to you to see the nuances and grey (which is not going to happen as you're an autistic moron, so that's a lost cause).

If you are not autistic; are blackpilled; are aware of reality & how the world works & the people in it; there's no more "learning."

 

[BigBoy]

most girls that are into me are like 20-25 sadly.

or mentally ill when above that.

if someone were in their 30s would they still be able to date 18-25 yos?

 

[Orc]

if someone were in their 30s would they still be able to date 18-25 yos?

it's not like they're not interested in me, I am not interested in them.

 

[ascension124]

I don't date people below 25 even if they're interested in me, can't relate to them.

Biggest troll?

 

[Tusseleif]

Never expected Arborist to open himself up like this. Never seen this side of you.

But I get you. I have also fucked my ability to pair-bond with women now, I get bored so quickly of them and start slow-ghosting them. And alcohol issues seem to be a common thing among autists. And slaying feels pointless in the long run. It's just 5-15 mins of humping with someone you probably don't even wanna be with.

If a girl isn't clearly enthusiastic to talk or be with me, then I don't bother with them. Trouble is, women who seem enthusiastic can suddenly become distant and flake/ghost. I've experienced that a lot as well. Women can cause a lot of unnecessary trauma and stress that's just not worth it to deal with. Tons of ghosting and uninterested women really gets to you.

 

[Tusseleif]

I have 20 body count at 26 so I'm not really a slayer just single guy.

But I also struggle to get it serious with girls I want to go serious with the longest was like 6months. I am probably a bit autistic but quite social. Sex has never been really hard with ltb-htn,except when I was 15-20 where is I was unexperienced and scared of rejection.

If you have good personality it would be reverse where girls would be more interested in you the long you see each. Dream girl would be a little nerdy htb.
Do you have friends? @Orc

20 at 26 is way above average for a guy, despite what this forum might make it seem

 

[Curryfinder]

20 at 26 is way above average for a guy, despite what this forum might make it seem

ls it though if u have been single your whole life?
I know it above avg, think the avg is like 13 life time but a minority probably inflates these numbers a bit. Most normies are in relationships and rarely "can" go for hook ups atleast search for them

Let say u start at 18(some start at 16 or earlier).
20/(26-18) = 20/8 = 2.5 girls per year
Is that really that much if u been single for 8+ years

 

[Underdog9494]

not speaking for everyone of course, there's probably the odd person out there that's totally satisfied with just living from person to person.

but not me.

there's so many threads here, either wishing they would, or active reports about how many girls they're getting, it seems to be some kind of goal for many here, and whilst I understand it because I've gone through that, I can tell you that it's not going to make you happy.

I don't look back on my past favorably, the memories I'm able to recall (if I wasn't completely fucked up because I had alcohol issues when I was younger) aren't really positive, none of it lasted, I don't sit around reminiscing my prime days, none of it ever made me happy.

I don't think a single person I've ever been with truly loved, or even liked me.

nowadays I just chronically touch starve myself because I don't feel like there's any point to it unless they're willing to stick around.

I feel like I've permanently fucked up my ability to bond with others through these experiences and that's all I've ever gained from them.

Orc unban mess

 

[noodlelover]

Desire creates suffering

You desire a partner that can relate to you, that you can relate to.

But you don't have it.

That creates suffering.

Stop thinking! No thoughts. Do you desire anything? Think? Do you? An absence of thought creates an absence of desire.

While we may not be able to permenently let go of these desire thoughts, we can through practice create tranquility through the absence of thought.

Simpler said than done.

 

[AstroSky]

Relate. LtRs are the best...mines going on 3 years now. Really is the best feeling and I don't ever think about my past sexual experiences. Ltr overrides it hard.

 

[Orc]

Desire creates suffering

You desire a partner that can relate to you, that you can relate to.

But you don't have it.

That creates suffering.

Stop thinking! No thoughts. Do you desire anything? Think? Do you? An absence of thought creates an absence of desire.

While we may not be able to permenently let go of these desire thoughts, we can through practice create tranquility through the absence of thought.

Simpler said than done.

I don't think that much it triggers my ptsd.

 

[Idris Kamracu]

High E thread tbh you need to bring in an AI

 

[Aladin]

.

 

[PARISIEN]

And this is where your escortmaxxxing arc start

 

[Orc]

And this is where your escortmaxxxing arc start

not interested in ever having sex again if the person doesn't love me.

 

[PARISIEN]

not interested in ever having sex again if the person doesn't love me.

But a real good escort will love you.

 

[Orc]

But a real good escort will love you.

love doesn't develop overnight, no one you've been dating for only a few weeks realistically loves you.

 

[PARISIEN]

love doesn't develop overnight, no one you've been dating for only a few weeks realistically loves you.

You a youngcel so I won’t insist but the only unconditional love you’ll feel is from your mother or your kids

The others it will be gone..