I relapsed last night and this morning

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I hate this addiction. It controls my life like no other.

I started masturbating around the age of 10. Added hardcore pornography at the age of 11. I'm currently 17 years old. I've been addicted to PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm) for SEVEN YEARS.

I started watching "normal" porn at first. You know, front page stuff. Then BDSM. Then some rape porn. My dog told me some stories that eventually he started watching jailbait porn on the deep web, and started catfishing girls for nudes, just to fulfill his addiction.

There is literally a dent in my dick from gripping too hard. It looks like a crevasse. Caused by my years of death grip. Drawing included at the bottom of the thread.

How do I quit for good?

I am not looking for sympathy or anything of that nature. I am a sick, sick individual and I only made this thread to get my feelings off my chest. I should be thrown into Hell.
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Fapping is good for you :feelshmm:
 
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Some relapsefuel 4 u

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just embrace it
 
My dog told me some stories that eventually he started watching jailbait porn on the deep web, and started catfishing girls for nudes, just to fulfill his addiction.
Your dog...
 
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Chastity belt
 
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you don’t have the will to quit. you don’t have anything better in your life to look forward to which is why you turn to porn to feel that rush/high that you should be feeling from life itself. you need to set a goal and work towards it daily looksmaxxing is literally one of the best goals you can set because you’re proactively seeing a change in yourself and how others treat you and once you get that high you won’t give a shit for porn. at first though you WILL get withdrawals and cravings but that’s where the goal comes in imagine yourself being psl 6+ getting women at your disposal and you’ll forget about the cravings since you’re getting your dopimaine from somewhere else then it will turn into the habit of thinking of that end goal which in turn will motivate you to looksmax, so essentially using the fuel from the withdrawals to fuel you to improve yourself
 
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you don’t have the will to quit. you don’t have anything better in your life to look forward to which is why you turn to porn to feel that rush/high that you should be feeling from life itself. you need to set a goal and work towards it daily looksmaxxing is literally one of the best goals you can set because you’re proactively seeing a change in yourself and how others treat you and once you get that high you won’t give a shit for porn. at first though you WILL get withdrawals and cravings but that’s where the goal comes in imagine yourself being psl 6+ getting women at your disposal and you’ll forget about the cravings since you’re getting your dopimaine from somewhere else then it will turn into the habit of thinking of that end goal which in turn will motivate you to looksmax, so essentially using the fuel from the withdrawals to fuel you to improve yourself
Thanks for advice boyo. I'm trying to exercise more. I got shin splints from running yesturday which sukcs tho
 
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i beat my meat rn and i feel good

just dont watch porn bro
 
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Come on bro, keep the nut. I BELIEVE IN YOU
 
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haven’t coomed in 2 days
 
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Pmo is such a retarded acronym
 
Just use Jesus as your inspiration
 
Didn't you have schizophrenia?
 
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damn werty..

it looks like the devil tricked you again 😢
 
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No fap nigga. Everytime you want to fap an activity. Don't look at porn,.and delete all of it off of your PC
 
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There is literally a dent in my dick from gripping too hard.
You are lucky I would Constantly create deep cuts on the tip of my foreskin from my nails
And everytime I pulled down It would hurt like hell but I would still do it.
 
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I hate this addiction. It controls my life like no other.

I started masturbating around the age of 10. Added hardcore pornography at the age of 11. I'm currently 17 years old. I've been addicted to PMO (Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm) for SEVEN YEARS.

I started watching "normal" porn at first. You know, front page stuff. Then BDSM. Then some rape porn. My dog told me some stories that eventually he started watching jailbait porn on the deep web, and started catfishing girls for nudes, just to fulfill his addiction.

There is literally a dent in my dick from gripping too hard. It looks like a crevasse. Caused by my years of death grip. Drawing included at the bottom of the thread.

How do I quit for good?

I am not looking for sympathy or anything of that nature. I am a sick, sick individual and I only made this thread to get my feelings off my chest. I should be thrown into Hell.
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Wtf are u me i relapsed last night and this morning
 
Wtf are u me i relapsed last night and this morning
Generational Curse
We both most likely have the same principality of Lust
 
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@Stare To the rescue
 
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You relapsed and you are feeling bad for it but the truth is you already made an improvement comparing to where you began.
Keep it going and don't let a relapse demotivate you, eventually you will be able to quit it forever.
 
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You relapsed and you are feeling bad for it but the truth is you already made an improvement comparing to where you began.
Keep it going and don't let a relapse demotivate you, eventually you will be able to quit it forever.
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