I relized that it never began for me

[idontfoidslay]

I told my mom yesterday that I wanted to model but don’t have a chance then she told me that you look ugly short and skinny
then I got a moment that all the shit Im doing every hammer hit all the hours of research will never payoff If I tried to fix every flaw in my body face and height I will no longer live
The one who was born ugly will NEVER be attractive

 

[metro!]

I told my mom yesterday that I wanted to model but don’t have a chance then she told me that you look ugly short and skinny
then I got a moment that all the shit Im doing every hammer hit all the hours of research will never payoff If I tried to fix every flaw in my body face and height I will no longer live
The one who was born ugly will NEVER be attractive

hearing that from your own mom is actually soul crushing ngl

 

[idontfoidslay]

hearing that from your own mom is actually soul crushing ngl

the problem is I try so hard to overcome the genes she and my dad gave me and I look better than they ever been but for a model Im reaching nothing