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A kind of warm mushy excitedness, the feeling of sun touching the skin.
When I was 15 and doing everything to ascend. Always thinking about why this day at school didn't go well and how I would act differently. Thinking that my behaviour was at fault why I didn't get the adoration I deserved. Watching high school movies and wanting this bad boy life so bad. Craving my redhaired JB oneitis so bad that I would kill the whole planet to have her.
I was tired of getting mogged so I dropped out of school, became a recluse, and the feeling died away.
When I was 15 and doing everything to ascend. Always thinking about why this day at school didn't go well and how I would act differently. Thinking that my behaviour was at fault why I didn't get the adoration I deserved. Watching high school movies and wanting this bad boy life so bad. Craving my redhaired JB oneitis so bad that I would kill the whole planet to have her.
I was tired of getting mogged so I dropped out of school, became a recluse, and the feeling died away.