i saw kids playing made me sad about my life

[Deleted member 48352]

i wish i could play like when i was a kid

 

[Seba]

You can play, i play with legos and snow all the time

 

[Deleted member 48352]

i can still play by myself but i couldnt in this situation , i only play if i can be alone

 

[Deleted member 91545]

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You can play, i play with legos and snow all the time

idk y but i dont feel like playing with legos anymore . after 15 i just stopped even tho i used to for the entire day sometimes

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

You still look like a cute kid. Enjoy your youth bro. Don’t think you’re a grown man.

Once you get a bimax done, you will finally look like a man and it will translate into your thoughts and behaviors.

 

[Notcel]

You still have it inside of you and ad you mature you’ll like different things or maybe just the same things it’s up to you

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You still look like a cute kid. Enjoy your youth bro. Don’t think you’re a grown man.

Once you get a bimax done, you will finally look like a man and it will translate into your thoughts and behaviors.

this was a playground and little kids were all over it , and im growing a beard , no way im jumping in and climbing on the nets and stuff with little kids , im man 19

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You still have it inside of you and ad you mature you’ll like different things or maybe just the same things it’s up to you

im mature but still have childness in me cuz its normal. hunter gatherer men played and used imagination "like kids". its psyop to think adults shouldnt like playing

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

this was a playground and little kids were all over it , and im growing a beard , no way im jumping in and climbing on the nets and stuff with little kids , im man 19

Do you have a diagnosed mental illness?

 

[Deleted member 48352]

im mentally more mature than most adults , even older adults r mentally children compared to me. my mind is highly advanced

 

[Deleted member 48352]

Do you have a diagnosed mental illness?

no y?

i really wish i could play like a kid again , i felt so sad , i just wanted to PLAY

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

im mentally more mature than most adults , even older adults r mentally children compared to me. my mind is highly advanced

I love you man

 

[Deleted member 81171]

idk y but i dont feel like playing with legos anymore . after 15 i just stopped even tho i used to for the entire day sometimes

Play beeswarm

 

[Deleted member 48352]

I love you man

its true tho , im unironically more mature than my mom , she just copes thinking shes more mature

 

[greycel]

idk y but i dont feel like playing with legos anymore . after 15 i just stopped even tho i used to for the entire day sometimes

You shouldn't be scared of change my friend

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You shouldn't be scared of change my friend

ill find new ways to have fun , like yesterday i had extreme fun , but people think im schizo drugcel when i have fun

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

ill find new ways to have fun , like yesterday i had extreme fun , but people think im schizo drugcel when i have fun

You sound like such an immature sweet little young man, that needs to be protected. I can’t hate on you.

 

[Deleted member 48352]

u see once icreate my tulpa i can play and have fun but people will think im schizo if they see me

 

[Deleted member 118189]

ill find new ways to have fun , like yesterday i had extreme fun , but people think im schizo drugcel when i have fun

I sometimes yell at Somalis on the street it’s fun

 

[Deleted member 48352]

You sound like such an immature sweet little young man, that needs to be protected. I can’t hate on you.

cope im dark triad and possess much power , and my mind is more mature than normal humans

 

[Deleted member 48352]

I sometimes yell at Somalis on the street it’s fun

fuck those niggers, based.

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

cope im dark triad and possess much power , and my mind is more mature than normal humans

Yeah I know bro. How do you master the art of being dark triad and having a more mature brain than normal humans?

 

[Deleted member 48352]

i laugh in joy from concepts

like when i imagine myself taking over the world!

 

[got.daim]

i wish i could play like when i was a kid

real

You can play, i play with legos and snow all the time

fake LEGO fan but wtv
what's your favorite set

 

[Deleted member 48352]

Yeah I know bro. How do you master the art of being dark triad and having a more mature brain than normal humans?

relearning intuition is key. brainwashing suppresses dark triad and true maturity. it makes them fearful, shameful, children to be controlled.

 

[Seba]

real

fake LEGO fan but wtv
what's your favorite set

I dont have sets, i have a big box of mixed sets so just random legos to make stuff out of

 

[moreroidsmoredates]

relearning intuition is key. brainwashing suppresses dark triad and true maturity. it makes them fearful, shameful, children to be controlled.

Chad trait bro, chad!

 

[Deleted member 48352]

real

fake LEGO fan but wtv
what's your favorite set

well i havent been into legos for a while but i love ninjago

i have the dragon pit ninjago set which is my biggest one

 

[Deleted member 48352]

I dont have sets, i have a big box of mixed sets so just random legos to make stuff out of

i have sets and disordered legos , i always liked to build small intricate things , i have these cool figures i built that transform into bricks

 

[greycel]

ill find new ways to have fun , like yesterday i had extreme fun , but people think im schizo drugcel when i have fun

Yeah as we get older that doesn't mean the ideas of what we find fun should stagnate
Or else nobody learns/grows

You had to grow (mentally) from being a baby to being a child
Why stop at the child part? If the toddler era technically would have brought more joy why not chase that stage

Maybe you feel like you didn't get to experience a good childhood
That's fine bro, so didn't many. And most people born in today's generation, being raised on TikTok will never even understand half of the stuff such as going outside on a bike to chill with your friends.

But don't let your past prohibit you from progressing into your future.
If you live in the past, you won't achieve anything

You don't want to be 25 reminiscing of when you were 16.

 

[Deleted member 48352]

zane is best ninja IMO

 

[Deleted member 48352]

zane is best ninja IMO

"technically, im the best" - zane

 

[User28823]

i play with my penis every night

 

[Deleted member 48352]

Yeah as we get older that doesn't mean the ideas of what we find fun should stagnate
Or else nobody learns/grows

You had to grow (mentally) from being a baby to being a child
Why stop at the child part? If the toddler era technically would have brought more joy why not chase that stage

Maybe you feel like you didn't get to experience a good childhood
That's fine bro, so didn't many. And most people born in today's generation, being raised on TikTok will never even understand half of the stuff such as going outside on a bike to chill with your friends.

But don't let your past prohibit you from progressing into your future.
If you live in the past, you won't achieve anything

You don't want to be 25 reminiscing of when you were 16.

u might like this poem by charles webber/ his character manton

NO REST.

O soul, dream not of rest on earth!

On! forth on! It is thy doom!

Too stern for pain, too high for mirth,

On! thou must, through light and gloom.


[Pg 102]

Would’st thou rest when thou hast strength

Mated with the seraphim?

Time outlasting, all whose length

Fades, within thine ages, dim?

O strong traveller, can’st thou tire,

When, but touching at the grave,

Thy worn feet, re-shod, aspire,

Winged, to cleave as Uriel[3] clave?

Rest! ah, rest then! be alone—

God the Worker, thou the Drone!

Soon yon atom, swiftly driving

Past thee, in the upward race,

Braver for the perfect striving,

Shall assume the higher place.

God, the Worker, knows no rest—

Pause, and be of Him unblest.

Lo! how by thee all is flying!

Even matter outspeeds thee!

Stronger thou, yet thou seem’st dying—

Fading down immensity.

Rouse the quickened life to know!

God works subtly, work thou so!

Thou art subtler than the wind,

Than the waters, than the light,

Than old Chaos, whom these bind,

Beautiful, on axle bright.

Yet thou sleepest, while they speed—

God, of sleepers has no need!

Waiteth cloud, or stream, or flower,

Robing meadows and the wood?

Waiteth swallow past its hour,

Chasing spring beyond the flood?

Yet thou waitest, weak, untrue—

God rebuketh sloth in you!


Sing the stars wearily,

Old though and gray?

Spin they not cheerily

Cycles to-day?

Look they like failing,

Pause they for wailing,

Since none may stay?

Systems are falling—

Autumns have they;

Stars yet are calling

Life from decay.

Dead worlds but gild them

Dusted in light;

Dead times have filled them

Fuller of might.

Brightening, still brightening,

Round, round, they go—

Eternity lightening

The way and the wo!

 

[Deleted member 48352]

i play with my penis every night

over

i fantasize about foids a lot but i dont masturbate frequently . i channel sexual energy for knowledge gain (with enough knowledge i will create my own reality and fuck ideal white women harem)

 

[Deleted member 48352]

Yeah as we get older that doesn't mean the ideas of what we find fun should stagnate
Or else nobody learns/grows

You had to grow (mentally) from being a baby to being a child
Why stop at the child part? If the toddler era technically would have brought more joy why not chase that stage

Maybe you feel like you didn't get to experience a good childhood
That's fine bro, so didn't many. And most people born in today's generation, being raised on TikTok will never even understand half of the stuff such as going outside on a bike to chill with your friends.

But don't let your past prohibit you from progressing into your future.
If you live in the past, you won't achieve anything

You don't want to be 25 reminiscing of when you were 16.

i mean i progressed a lot reminiscing about childhood is normal human behaviour

nowadays im extremely different , im changing at a fast rate

 

[User28823]

over

i fantasize about foids a lot but i dont masturbate frequently . i channel sexual energy for knowledge gain (with enough knowledge i will create my own reality and fuck ideal white women harem)

idk how that works, how do u channel sexual energy elsewhere? that just doesnt make sense to me, if im horny i wanna jerk my dick and cant do anything until i nut !

 

[Deleted member 48352]

idk how that works, how do u channel sexual energy elsewhere? that just doesnt make sense to me, if im horny i wanna jerk my dick and cant do anything until i nut !

im obsessed with knowledge it consumes my energy and time. i get horny but i dont always masturbate theres a chance i lucid dream women which is better than masturbation.

sexual energy dynamics coded color system

black = expressing sexual energy alone for internal power (includes promiscuity in addition to masturbation) white = repressing sexual energy to suppress the suffering associated with it red = channeling sexual energy to exert change in the external world in ways that improve access to females...

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