fjor2096
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So I've never realized it but I might actually be schizophrenic.
Ever since I was little I would be super paranoid thinking others were talking about me behind my back or were whispering amongst themselves about me right as I walked into a room and it's gotten a lot worse after being blackpilled.
I also use to see a lot of things that nobody else saw, for example when I was 9 I came home from school one day and I saw a giant Python wrapped around my bicycle and I went inside screaming and crying but when my parents came out 10 seconds later they didn't see any snake and our camera footage didn't show anything either.
Another thing that happened to me was when I was 12 one night I woke up at 3 in the morning because I had a bad dream and within seconds I thought I saw a hooded shadow figure and felt like I was getting attacked by spiders and ended up waking the whole house screaming.
I have other memories of seeing things no one else sees but these two are the most memorable.
I'm kind've scared right now and wondering if any actual schizocels could share their thoughts and if I should actually get professionally tested?
Ever since I was little I would be super paranoid thinking others were talking about me behind my back or were whispering amongst themselves about me right as I walked into a room and it's gotten a lot worse after being blackpilled.
I also use to see a lot of things that nobody else saw, for example when I was 9 I came home from school one day and I saw a giant Python wrapped around my bicycle and I went inside screaming and crying but when my parents came out 10 seconds later they didn't see any snake and our camera footage didn't show anything either.
Another thing that happened to me was when I was 12 one night I woke up at 3 in the morning because I had a bad dream and within seconds I thought I saw a hooded shadow figure and felt like I was getting attacked by spiders and ended up waking the whole house screaming.
I have other memories of seeing things no one else sees but these two are the most memorable.
I'm kind've scared right now and wondering if any actual schizocels could share their thoughts and if I should actually get professionally tested?