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I am a very repressed individual. I think about lookism all day every day, as a cope. For many things, half of which I probably don’t even know.
I know this because:
1. I have no desire to interact with girls or people in general - this isn’t really true, for reason #2
2. It all comes out in my dreams. I dream of my estranged family, my wasted school years, raping, being inferior, my childhood and things I forget.
I never remember my dreams and I’m certain even these are copes for something. I’m not even a bad looking guy, girls are attracted to me. I haven’t talked to a girl in years.
Anyways it’s late, I’m going to sleep. I will sleep for 9 hours and wake up well rested, full of energy and with a haunting feeling that never really leaves me.
I know this because:
1. I have no desire to interact with girls or people in general - this isn’t really true, for reason #2
2. It all comes out in my dreams. I dream of my estranged family, my wasted school years, raping, being inferior, my childhood and things I forget.
I never remember my dreams and I’m certain even these are copes for something. I’m not even a bad looking guy, girls are attracted to me. I haven’t talked to a girl in years.
Anyways it’s late, I’m going to sleep. I will sleep for 9 hours and wake up well rested, full of energy and with a haunting feeling that never really leaves me.
