I snapped, abused dog syndrome and guilt broke me, I started crying at work

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Sad read brah. Hope u get better

I hope so too but idk what getting better even looks like atp. Can only continue to cope and see what happens

 

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I wanted to explain but I could hardly get the words out. I broke down crying in a fetal position with snot everywhere and had to literally show the OP of this thread

It pretty much didn't change anything. The response I got was basically that I'm not as bad as I think and no matter what we're together till the end whether that ends up being on the surgery table

Still feels like more than I deserve