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i'm 19 and i just started being sexually active last summer , i've been pretty black pilled since i was 17 but still had a little bit of red pill beliefs and hopes that i would get past these constant black pill thoughts . i honestly thought losing my virginity would change that and that i would see life differently . i'm pretty average looking but i'm tall ( 6'4 ) with a lean physique so i have some appeal through my frame , i could've lost my virginity before but sadly i mostly attract mid chicks or black loving white girls ( yes , i'm black ) and the idea of losing my v card with a girl like that was something that i didn't like , but at this point i was 18 , all my friends were fucking girls , so i was like "fuck it" and made it my mission to have sex this summer .

so me and my friends were on vacation in the south of France at a resort filled with young people our age were most people just look for a summer love story type thing . i immediately kicked it off with this one girl since both our friend groups started hanging out and we got close to the point of kissing a lot . i was set on having sex with her and it happened after a few days of constant flirting and blue balls on my side . and this shit was so mid bro , i was super excited about it but it was so underwhelming i barely felt anything , and i didn't feel any feeling of joy after it was done . i fucked her 2 more times during my stay and went home feeling super empty and still had this depressed world view that nothing would never be enough

after this summer i started university , and i've been living like a degenerate , i started drinking and smoking a lot at parties , and i've been fucking mid and borderline ugly girls for months now . and its so bad because ever since puberty hit , me getting girls has been something that's on my mind and i thought if it would make my life more enjoyable/better in general , but thats BS . i haven't been more depressed since i started uni . interacting with girls feels like a constant loop and its so boring , sex is overated as hell , and the one time i was talking to a girl more seriously , i quickly got reminded of the female hypergamy ( not gon tell yall how i got cucked lol )

anyways i yapped a lot but in conclusion . i feel like since i got in the blackpill theres no hope for me to see women in a healthy way or having a relationship with a girl without constantly doubting everything . i thought sex would be the remedy but its not . so WTF is a solution , i can't seem to find a purpose in life or anything to fulfill me .

i feel like i talked way too much for a first thread and most of yall wont read it but if you did and you managed to get away from this mindset tell me how you did lol
 
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Sex haver ramblings
DNR
 
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i can't seem to find a purpose in life or anything to fulfill me .
sex isn't the purpose of life, reproduction is, and you should never reproduce because you're a subhuman nigger.
 
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you should never reproduce because you're a subhuman nigger
thanks for those kinds words bro , will take the advice in consideration lmao
 
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Dnrd, tallfag ramblings, rest in piss
 
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I fucked a whore and now feel empty, lel what did you expect? Maybe actually try and date a foid long term so the sex actually is more meaningful.
 
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Fucking a mid girl and fucking a girl who is at least 8/10 are not the same experience period. I refuse to fuck mid girls cuz id rather LDAR at home
 
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i'm 19 and i just started being sexually active last summer , i've been pretty black pilled since i was 17 but still had a little bit of red pill beliefs and hopes that i would get past these constant black pill thoughts . i honestly thought losing my virginity would change that and that i would see life differently . i'm pretty average looking but i'm tall ( 6'4 ) with a lean physique so i have some appeal through my frame , i could've lost my virginity before but sadly i mostly attract mid chicks or black loving white girls ( yes , i'm black ) and the idea of losing my v card with a girl like that was something that i didn't like , but at this point i was 18 , all my friends were fucking girls , so i was like "fuck it" and made it my mission to have sex this summer .

so me and my friends were on vacation in the south of France at a resort filled with young people our age were most people just look for a summer love story type thing . i immediately kicked it off with this one girl since both our friend groups started hanging out and we got close to the point of kissing a lot . i was set on having sex with her and it happened after a few days of constant flirting and blue balls on my side . and this shit was so mid bro , i was super excited about it but it was so underwhelming i barely felt anything , and i didn't feel any feeling of joy after it was done . i fucked her 2 more times during my stay and went home feeling super empty and still had this depressed world view that nothing would never be enough

after this summer i started university , and i've been living like a degenerate , i started drinking and smoking a lot at parties , and i've been fucking mid and borderline ugly girls for months now . and its so bad because ever since puberty hit , me getting girls has been something that's on my mind and i thought if it would make my life more enjoyable/better in general , but thats BS . i haven't been more depressed since i started uni . interacting with girls feels like a constant loop and its so boring , sex is overated as hell , and the one time i was talking to a girl more seriously , i quickly got reminded of the female hypergamy ( not gon tell yall how i got cucked lol )

anyways i yapped a lot but in conclusion . i feel like since i got in the blackpill theres no hope for me to see women in a healthy way or having a relationship with a girl without constantly doubting everything . i thought sex would be the remedy but its not . so WTF is a solution , i can't seem to find a purpose in life or anything to fulfill me .

i feel like i talked way too much for a first thread and most of yall wont read it but if you did and you managed to get away from this mindset tell me how you did lol
Read every word
 
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I agree with you. Im still a virgin but i dont really care about it. I am still happy and I have lots of friends tbh. Losing my virginity is not something that would like make my life complete.
Maybe an actual relationship with a girl with a nice personality would be good
 
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find a girl sex is overall better when you are doing with a person you know
 
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I agree with you. Im still a virgin but i dont really care about it. I am still happy and I have lots of friends tbh. Losing my virginity is not something that would like make my life complete.
Maybe an actual relationship with a girl with a nice personality would be good
keep that mindset bro your virginity is a gift , i was like you for a while but seeing my friends doing it kinda influenced me into doing it don't be like me and take your time
 
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find a girl sex is overall better when you are doing with a person you know
100% thats why i stopped being so lustful trying my best to find a girl but it's not easy in the current dating pool especially at my age
 
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Yawn. There's more to life than sex.
 
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Fucking a mid girl and fucking a girl who is at least 8/10 are not the same experience period. I refuse to fuck mid girls cuz id rather LDAR at home
whenever i fucked mid girls i felt so dirty lol u right i'd say i had sex with only 1 girl that was legit really good looking , i didn't regret it after but it didn't really feel better
 
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keep that mindset bro your virginity is a gift , i was like you for a while but seeing my friends doing it kinda influenced me into doing it don't be like me and take your time
Yeah, most of my friends are also still virgin tho so ig that helps me too
 
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D N R D .
TALL FAKECEL RAMBLINGS
 
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Yeah, most of my friends are also still virgin tho so ig that helps me too
thats good you won't be influenced into dumb degenerate shit i cut a lot of the people i used to hang with and i been doing way better since
 
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whenever i fucked mid girls i felt so dirty lol u right i'd say i had sex with only 1 girl that was legit really good looking , i didn't regret it after but it didn't really feel better
Only feels good when she has genuine desire for u.
 
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whenever i fucked mid girls i felt so dirty lol u right i'd say i had sex with only 1 girl that was legit really good looking , i didn't regret it after but it didn't really feel better
YEa i know how it feels. The act of sex itself feels like a chore when ur actually doing it. But probably you are like this cuz you jerk off too much and see too many naked bodies on the internet. If you cut all that and then fuck a supermodel you will coom in 3sec
 
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Only feels good when she has genuine desire for u.
yea i met these girls in uni and fucking is basically a hobby to them there was no connection whatsoever . but finding a girl thats not talking to 10 other guys at the same time is so hard in uni
 
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YEa i know how it feels. The act of sex itself feels like a chore when ur actually doing it. But probably you are like this cuz you jerk off too much and see too many naked bodies on the internet. If you cut all that and then fuck a supermodel you will coom in 3sec
ye i was constantly horny this shit was not healthy
 
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