I still have a faint hope my staceylite oneitis from 12 years ago is virgin

[SecularIslamist]

It's wishful thinking. She was practically the most attractive girl in the school. I would always catch guys looking at her. I know she has been with multiple guys. SIGH.... But I just can't process the fact that she had sex with guys other than me. It's been nearly 12 years. It's just pure denialism. I know it. But there's something in me that just wants to believe she is virgin and saving herself for me.

 

[MaghrebGator]

Having an oneitis is one of the ultimate self torture mechanisms there is.

Just abandon it brother, it's just suffering for the sake of the imaginary idealized mental version you have of your oneitis. It's one of the fastests and most venomous paths to become a slave of a human being.

Everyone who has an oneitis starts makimg up these crazy scenarios in which everything she does is perfect and the sun is shining and the banks are owned by people of different nations and tribes.

 

[butterworld]

Dont be the next innervoid

 

[SecularIslamist]

Having an oneitis is one of the ultimate self torture mechanisms there is.

Just abandon it brother, it's just suffering for the sake of the imaginary idealized mental version you have of your oneitis. It's one of the fastests and most venomous paths to become a slave of a human being.

Everyone who has an oneitis starts makimg up these crazy scenarios in which everything she does is perfect and the sun is shining and the banks are owned by people of different nations and tribes.

I know what I'm thinking is dumb.

Btw she has descended. There is no way, if I met her now are not 12 years ago I would develop a crush on her. She is textbook MTB. I just feel like my life could have been very different if dreams came true. What really I know I had zero chance with her.

Tbh I don't think about her like a one-itis. The flame has gone. But she is a memory.

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

just fucking inject Tren at this point