I still love her

[BlackFag]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

 

[BlackFag]

bump or some shit

 

[andy321]

me too

 

[6ft5geneticsaviour]

did read, sad

 

[kevbsa]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

real shi. I had the same experience in 7th grade except the fact that I forgot her number. Neiher of us has any NT social media and se was like my first crush and my middle school bestfriend. I think she liked me. Atleast thats what I believe.

It's okay bud, life goes on. If you ascend, don't be bitter. Just try to move on.

 

[HtnceI]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

Low t faggot

 

[jxded]

brutal

she never loved you. you owe her nothing. you may think of her fondly because that’s how you knew her, and that’s how she presented herself, but imagine how she acted behind your back, even then.

 

[javacel]

Mirin the effort but pipe down

 

[xzylecrey]

Im sorry

 

[funfafy812]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

i relate cause this is the same thing that happened to me

Im Sorry

 

[182ltn]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

Darkest Before Dawn
If you ever ascend, just impregnate mentally ill htb and hope they'll pop out some mtn normies to save your bloodline

 

[chudraper67]

but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.

im so sorry bro

 

[hopecel]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

can relate with oneitis and bullying but holy shit, being mocked by your oneitis must hurt

you must ascend and make her regret what she did to you

 

[HLI]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

I really understand you, I am also in love with a girl that I cant get over with for years now, I had similar experiences and what i can tell you in general; if a girl doesn't like you at first then you have to just accept your defeat and give up – and in your situation she literally gave you a reason to "hate" her which may can help you get over her quicker (If absolutely not then cope your way into hating her) . So forget that bitch and Ascend.

 

[Sub5atbest]

i was dating a htb that was super obsessed with me and literally wife material but broke it off because she was too clingy, regret it to this day, was also her first everything fml

 

[ilikecats123]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

I'm sorry you had to go through that man

 

[DoesntExistHere]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

damn… this is sad but at least youve moved, you’ll never see them again, youll never see the girl who made fun of u again, you can restart and meet new people

I also saw somewhere in here u said u had to move schools bc the bullying was so violent, insane roidfuel

 

[iblameb]

i really wanted to let this out, never really had a place to it, and i hope this is somewhere atleast one guy can relate.
from the 7th grade until even now, i was bullied, but the worst really was in 2022-2023 (7th to 9th grade).
i had no friends since elementary, and was pretty alone, and with most of my class bullying me, i really did think of roping.
i don't know why or how, but this girl came up and was the only kind person to me for years.
always defending me, being the only person who would not mock me daily.
the only person to wish me happy birthday or new years, christmas etc...

and i can promise you, i fell in love, an obsession even, which just got worse day after day.


but eventually, after the bullying started getting more violent,
i had to move schools.


i had her phone number (from a class project), but i didn't plan to ever call or text her.


but on february 28th, 2025,
i remeber, after coming from school, wanting to atleast try to talk to her, and she responded warmly, even.
and for 1 month we texted, although i was always initiating with her never texting me first, i didn't mind it (weapons grade cope).


but around end of march she began to respond less and less, and the retarded faggot that i was thought that it was nothing so i remember sending her a text,
and for months there's was not a single response

i kept coping honestly thinking she lost her phone or something else just as implausible
and like i said before, i was obsessed over her.
so i stalked her socials and by early september,
i found out she had gotten a boyfriend in January, but not just that, publically made fun of me on her profile,
mocking how i looked, how i spoke, who i was as a person, for all her friends to see.


i didn't even know how to react, i just blocked the number and cried for days, because i genuinely was alone.
even now, i think about her.
i still dream about her
i still love her.


but i know deep down i am subhuman, not built for love or anything resembling it
thats why if i ever fucking ascend i will put every drop of my hatred into making any foids life a living hell

Brutal my man. Idk, these periods aren't enough for women

 

[yurr burr]

dnr this cuckmaxxed thread